okay......what a night.....storytime! first at dinner...my dad is being hella weird as usual. this story is even stranger than the time he was yelling at me for cleaning my room. so we're having some chinese porridge and my sis (she's 24) puts hers in the refigerator. my dad asks where hers is and she says in the refig. he goes, why dont u just put ice in it...ur wasting electricity now....okay i almost spit out my food here. wasting electricity??????????????? the fridge gives off the same level of volts/energy whatever u put in it. the amt of elec. will be the same if its empty and if its full. so my sis says i dont wanna put in ice cuz then it'll be watery. he's silent for like two min then tells her to take it out. okay. to a lot of ppl this is nothing. it's one thing. but god, he does at least one thing like this every day for as long as ive known him. and since he's been laid off, it's been worse. that was so dumb i swear.

so then im at the park playing tennis around 8:30. i get bored so when me, sarmad, and kabilan are about to leave...i dump water on lu. he dumps water on me....blah blah....hahahaha....water fight....hahaha...it actually ends up me pouring a lot of water on lu since he's on his bike, and doesn't have any free hands. plus there's his inability to ride a bike...lol. so i think that's the end but noooooooooooooo......sarmad comes and dumps water on me. so we go on this chase and whaddya know, iget hellllllla wet and he has a drop of water on his shirt. hahaha...yeah i suck. he surprised me like three times with water in my face. and this continues out of the park across the street, back across again and it finally ends on hastings. by then we're out of water and all i have left to do is hit sarmad's head with my empty water bottle. not exactly the same, but satisfying enough....haha. i tried to fix his lleft ear to match his deformed right one. im still working on it. =P

and i come home, shower, and go online. here's the good part. charles asks if i wanna go to GA with him and friends tomorrow. and he asks me at 10:30. my parents are about to sleep. so im thinking shit.....will they let me? well u never know until u try. so i try. i ask......i got more than i bargained for. my dad blows up.

dad: ur going out again?
me: i never go out except for tennis every day....and i went to the movies yesterday
dad: no......i dont want you to go out again
me:but it's summer
long silence for about five min
me: so can i go?
dad: i dont like the idea of you going out again.
me: but i never do...and today i spent the afternoon form 1-7 on my SAT's
dad: (he starts yelling hecka) you dont feed the cat nemore, ur busier than u were while in school, u dont do nething nemore, and ur not even taking summer classes! i dont know why u arent
me in my head: what the fuck???????????? who the hell will pay for my classes.....YOU?????????????????? yeah rite
me: well it's not necessary to take classes
mom comes out: why're u yelling
dad explains
mom: you go out to much
oh god.......here we go again
more yelling exchanged.....actually dad yells while i talk calmly
dad: you can go out for only once a week now
me: thats it???????????? that's only four times a month
dad: so? that's enough isnt it?
me: no....its summer!!!!!!!!!
(btw.....all this done in chiinese)
dad: yes that's it once a week
more yelling exchanged on my dad's part....after awhile, for some reason i gather that i can go tomorrow.....but he's hella pissssed.

parents go to bed my sis comes out.
sis: so ur going?
me: fuck....i guess so
sis: dont let him get to you......just cus he has no control over his life he's doing the next thing......controlling you
me: no fucking shit (and she really is rite)
sis: dont worry about the once a week thing.....his bark is worse than his bite
skepticism on my part
sis: dont worry......if it's that bad, which it wont be, just say ur volunteering at the hospital and go out with ur friends instead
me: *lightbulb brightens* yeeeeeeeah....good idea
me and my sis talk some more.....extreme cussing on my part.....since i dont say fuck u can see how pissed i am. we bitch about this gay family. talk talk.

oh god......im so fucking pissed. he can't do this....not be involved in my life forever......then suddenly come in and take charge....and ask why im not taking claasses this summer? he can't ask that....im nice......ive observed from my sister's yelling bouts......that the only thing yelling does is makes you feel better. so i dont yell. and i dont care actually. but once i jsut wanna scream at him. but everytime i decide it's not worth it

ever since then he's been around the house..... day in and day out. and every day he geets more anal...more picky. more fucking annoying......shit this is dumb.....I DONT GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD........FUCK IM GETTING PISSED AGAIN. okay......i need to breathee....god.....i ahve more shit to say about my dad....but if ur that bored u can im me and i can bitch....haha