so freaking tired...i usually take an afternoon nap for twenty minutes. i lie there for ten minutes and fall asleep the other ten minutes. but today i slept for forty minutes, and that's really weird. cuz i usually wake up after twenty mintues. but today i just slept and slept. and i wake up and feel so tired....i feel refreshed but still a lil drowsy, egh, it'll kick in later. yesterday was the same thing. i had a fifty minute nap. i feel all good when i wake up, but i realize i jsut wasted hecka time sleeping, and i can't wake myself up after twenty minutes. i guess im more tired than i thought. i just woke up ten minutes ago and i'm still feeeling a little dazed. agh.

school was boring....as usual. played bejeweled in sixth period while we were watching animal farm....lol, i'm the top two scores on sarmad's palm now..hahaha. i feel powerful. okay, u know life is pathetic when the highlight of my day was beating sarmad at bejeweled...

been doing a lot of thinking about tennis lately...i know i wont make varsity cuz i already have a picture of whose gonna be on varsity. so i'm either jv doubles or jv singles. and i wanna do jv singles...but then according to lu im lazy (which i disagree with...im not afraid to run) but assuming that no new freshman are really good, i would have to challenge jenny for the jv singles number one spot, and that's a hard position to be in. also as lu says "jenny is really good and i saw her play in heels too, that's skills" i just love listening to him talk...real confidence booster yenno. haha, o well. i should really play with him and his friends over the summer though....playing with someone better to help me get better. but then it feels really uncomfortable playing with them cuz they're all hecka good and they wanna play with people at their own skilll level so i dunno....i wanna play with them so i can get the position i want....but then playing with them is initimidating...

and today....doug....ahhhhh....i missed an ICC meeting. i didn't even know i was supposed to go. cuz one, doug is the president this year. two alan is the president next year, and vp's dont need to go unless to fill in for the presidents. sarmad and i were discussing it in french also. we decdied we didn't need to go as vp's cuz it wasn't necessary...pluls doug hadn't said so. but then sarmads 'there at lunch today cuz he's part of ICC organization thingy, and doug goes "where the hell is stephanie"..i mean how was i supposed to know to go? sarmad just HAPPENED COINCIDENTALLY to be part of ASB. and it's been twenty minutes since i woke up and im still feeling out of it...i hope i dont have a fever AGAIN....last time i slept this much i had a fever. now that i mention it, i'm feelign a little warm.....hmmm....not good around finals. im gonna go dip my head in some water, might wake me up some....