so my dad is downstairs in the garage fixing something and he tells me to watch the porridge on the stove while he's down there. so when he comes back up im on the phone and HE STARTS YELLING AT ME. like he's freaking out. he's yelling SO LOUD...and he's SO SERIOUS. he's yelling like i just got laid or stoned or sumthing. and WHY is he yelling? cuz the stove was turned on too high and i was letting it boil too much. im like if i turn it lower then it doesn't boil. and he goes DONT U DARE ARGUE WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im like....wth. it NEEDS to boil. and he's all "then u turn it down first and then turn it up. find the right notch for it." i tried to point out the pointlessness of his yelling and all he says is "I CANT BELEIVE U CANNOT DO THIS ONE SIMPLE TASK. LOOK HOW OLD U ARE AND U CANT EVEN HELP ME TO MAKE LUNCH?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!!? DONT ARGUE WITH ME." and through all this michelle can hear on the other side of the phone. AND im like so shocked. cuz it's so weird why he's yelling. im also freaking amused cuz he's making such a big deal out of this...im just like w/e, ur being dumb.

so i eat then leave to go to an interact poster making/meeting thinger at slava's house from 2-7. hahahaha, it's so fun hanging out with the officers cuz even though it's a meeting and we're doing work there's always stuff to laugh about. michelle was asking what alans' cell number was, so i say "the last four numbers are his name...alan." i totally thought i would fool all the officers except alan. instead all the officers are skeptical and alan like leans forwar, eyes hecka wide and goes "ARE U SERIOUS??? THEY ARE? NO....ARE THEY?!?!?!!?!?!?!?". at that point i cracked. i was laughing so hard my stomach hurt. hahahahaha. of all the ppl to fool i fooled him.

well tennis tryouts tomorrow at nine freaking am. for three freaking hours. in the freaking hot sun. damn, it's always hot at tryouts. ergh, i gotta get up early cuz im going to the park at eight to hit by myself for awhile then going to tryouts. so that means im up at...7:15. great. omg today i went to the park at around 7:45. i left at 8:40. THERE WERE SO MANY DAMN BUGS. I MEAN THEY WERE EVERYWHERE. they always come out when it's hot. and they were like flying into my eyes by the hundreds. it got to a point where i jsut couldn't see. and they were like sticking to my face and my clotehs. it was so sick. so me, lu, and kabilan jetted out of there.

so i got home and went swimming for half an hour. it was way to hot. it's nice swimming at night. clears ur thoughts and all. im so like..iono...worried i guess, about next year. i dunno if im going to do tennis or take the job. im still gonna wait and see. but i just feel like im going to have regrets in my decision. and i need to get this straightened out. cuz it jsut started totally eating me today. i have no clue what to do. i wanna concentrate on studies but then i need a job. but then i wanna do what i like. i mean my job wont be a piece of shit. i wont hate it. ergh, i dun even know what im trying to say. but neways ill talk to God and hopefully ill feel less burdened by this.

i just wanna say thanks to all my tennis buddies. esp all the guys for helping me out. lu, sarmad, and kabilan. but most of all kabilan. u were a snazzy coach, thanks sooooo much for coaching me and teaching me a lot. backhand, BENDING MY KNEES, serves. i know i wasn't the easiest of students =P. and yeah yeah i know im still late. ill never be early. hehe. (not like u were the easiest coach though with ur damn water pistol. haha). neways u guys are the best. luv u lots!!!!! i just hope it all pays off this week. wish me luck ppls!

fobzrock 1 5: call me so i can hit with u to warm u up

and im getting up at 7:15 to be at the park at eight....that is so sweet of him since i know he loves his sleep. i have the bestest friends in the world! =D