well im in a much better move than yesterday. i was so pissed last night. so i was praying and talking to God. asked if it was meant that i shouldn't try out for tennis that i shouldn't make varsity. if i should go on this trip, hoping that it could be changed or something. and i fall asleep right after that. and i literally woke up with my prayers answered. it was so cool. cuz my mom calls and im still in bed and she leaves a message on the machine saying that they're gonna remake the reservations to thurs fri sat. and i woke up listening to that. pretty amazing huh? =D. so even though it's only one extra day it's better than two days right? so im really thankful that i still get to try out for more than half of the tryout days. well the other side is that i dont really wanna go. one: cuz it'll be boring as heck. my sis isn't going, i have no friends, it's just me and my parents. joy huh?. and two: it's a freaking vacation and my dad has no job. i won't go into detail with that. but yeah i dont see why the freaking heck we're taking this damn vacation. *rolls eyes*. i dont understand my parents judgement.

neways.....the funniest thing happened the other day. there was a wasp on the porch, so my dad takes the fly swatter and goes out to kill it. he swipes at it and misses. instead he hits the porch and half of the fly swatter FLIES onto the roof. literally. he shows me the fly swatter and the half the rubber part of the fly swatter is missing....hahaha. so i take a chair and look up onto the roof. lol. there's half a fly swatter lying up there now. hahahaha. i wonder if it'll ever come down.

well seeing as how the hospital orientation was the MOST boring thing EVER, my training today was the second most boring thing ever. ergh. i was trained by this one old dude. and it was dead. literally dead. cuz it's the gift shop. not that many ppl go. and i couldn't bring nethign i could work on cuz it was still my training. that old guy was soooooooooo picky. i was writing this letter and he goes "oo, u have to leave a margin." im thinking im mailing a damn receipt. and im not even typing. the person will look at it then throw it away. wth, me not leaving a margin is not a big deal compared to my shit handwriting. well at least sunday im being trained by juniors so that'll be more eventful than that old guy. ill have ppl to talk to. yet another boring day. and two more to come. but im going to a baseball game on saturday! =D. besides the fact that i dont follow baseball, dont cheer for a team, and never been to a game.....it'll still be fun. haha, first time for everything. im going with sarmad, slava, and megan. me and sarmad are like the odd ppl out since slava and megan are baseball fans. o well.

that paragraph was long. neways. blogger is so much better than xanga. notice how it's still working and it's not down. and note to peter..it is NOT gay. hehe, later.