i'm so pissed off and depressed. i lost to freaking american. WASHINGTON lost to american. allllll the varsity players except gwen and jenny lost (good job you guys!). damn, i played THREE freaking sets!!!!!!!!!!!! THREE!!!!!! I lost the first one 4-6, won the second 6-1, and lost the third 2-6. 6 to freaking 1 on the second set and i majorly lost the third set. i LOST...i haven't won ONE freaking tennis game yet in the freaking season.

i played lily's sister, shelley. first two sets we played normally and all, but third set she decided to play it safe and started lobbing and tapping and dinking the ball. and i am probably the WORST lob returner and WORST lobber. i need to work on that =/. and then there was teh FREAKING WIND BLOWING LIKE FREAKING CRAZY. it was blowing the ball off course. and omg, my third set serves were pieces of shit. i literally forgot how to serve.....

but that wasn't what pissed me off the most. what pissed me off the most were the fucking bitches from the american tennis team cheering on shelley by the fence. it's cool to cheer on ur teammate cuz i do it too......but fucking damn they were being hella annoying and rude. they were all "hey shelley u so fine u so fine u blow my mind hey shelley" and they did that while we were playing!!!!! and i was serving and this girl starts talking to shelley saying "hey remember that one time we....." and she starts telling a freaking story while im trying to serve. im like screw you im serving.

becky, steph, and ester were watching me and cheering but they weren't being rude. they even told those american girls "shhhhhh". i was thinking, dont tell them to shhhh, tell them to shut the fuck up. and one of the girls was on a CELL PHONE and talking freaking loud enough for teh WORLD to hear. and her friend was YELLING at her to get off. and while we're rallying the girl goes "SEXY MAMA". i was about to yell out "FUCK YOU". but that would've gotten me kicked off the courts....omg, i was about to shoot one of those bitches on the spot.

and then once my game was over those those girls moved on to watch jenny and gwen's game. and when jenny hit the ball out with her backhand, one of the girls was all "try hitting it in the area, called the green". THAT was mean. that was hecka cold and hella uncalled for. when jenny told me i was about to hunt those girls down and lynch them or something. but BIG props to jenny and gwen for playing three loooooong sets and winnning.

and then my dad picks me up and he's all "you lost again?". just his tone voice made me wanna kick him. and then while i was getting out of the car in the garage, when i opened the door it hit the wall and my dad blew up. he was hella lecturing me on how to open the car door w/o hitting the wall. and then he goes back to how i could win 6-1 then lose the match. i was sooo close to cussing at him. hella pissing me off.

i can't beleive we lost to AMERICAN. it's AMERICAN for crying out loud. they stacked like crazy.....but still.......AMERICAN. next time we are gonna kick their asses and i will shoot one of the girls.

and then dinner, my mom brings up some family problem stuff, and i was thinking, man i dont need to hear this at dinner. sometimes, i just feel like crying myself to sleep. but then i remember that i can't cuz i have school and hw and sulking doesn't make things better. even so, sometiems i just wanna come home and jump in my bed and forget all my worries. cry my worries away. next game against logan on thursday at whs. tomorrow is 20's day for spirit week. i luv my outfit, it's so sexy. but right now, i dont feel very spirit-weekish or enthusiastic. later days.

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LiPsOnFiRe19: go away
Wuzilla500: RAWGG
Wuzilla500: GARGG
Wuzilla500: FARGG

wth?!?!?!? hahahahaha. silly wu.......

i have freaking CRAP loads of hw to do and i got a game tomorrow, so not like i can put this stuff off. grrr and i haven't started yet. god, spirit week takes a lot of time. especially since tomorrow's toga day and toga's are freakig hard to wrap around urself with bed shetets =P. but today was fun. 80's day!!! i was totally awesome in my snazzy spandex and leg warmers =D. im a bit deaf though....so much whistle blowing. garr.

we have a tennis game at whs against american. come watch us and support your huskies!!!!! just don't make me nervous. i hope i do well. my arm was feeling really weak today. like i couldn't hold nething....it was weird. and my goodness!!!!! the blasted wind. i hate the wind. it's CRAP. it was blowing the tennis balls off course and it was making my eyes water like CRAZY. im thinking i have to hit a ball i can't see. wow, that's great really great.

iono...but somethign is up with blogger's font. it's all huge and stupid looking. hecka retarded. neways. i have sooooooooooooooo much hw to do. i'll be up to all hours doing that tonight. dang, taht means i'll be falling asleep in my classes. sigh.....well i could write more but i'm pressed for time so i'll leave now. GO JUNIORS CLASS OF '05!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!

i have the MOST retarded sink in the world. it sprays water EVERYWHERE. it's like a sprinkler in my kitchen!!!!!!!!! if u dont hold w/e ur washing at the right angle water sprays in every direction. omg....it's so dumb.

i went to sign up at the candlelighters haunted house yesterday with ash. saw nadia there!!!!! yay!!!! i haven't seen that girl in aaaaaages. saw amina, keena, paula, and jenn also. and then somethign really funn happened.....stupidity on my part. i was standing in line with ash and i saw this girl walk to the back of the line. i was looking at the back of her and she was wearing a gryffindor scarf. so i point her out to ash, and i'm all "hey lookit that girl. she's hecka cool. she's got a harry potter scarf". and then i turn around to see her face and it's ARIANE..omg, i didn't even recognize my own cousin. i felt stupid. hahaha. scott was there too....so they signed up on the same day i'm working with ash. yay!

so today....i woke up at 7:30am this morning to do hw. fun eh? well i went to bed at ten though....so i got like nine and a half hours of sleep =D. i went to an area meeting with sarmad and alan. tried to plan the trick or treat for cans..dang ahs was screwing us up....damn eagles. haha, j/k. then we went to an officers meeting at alan's house. hahaha, megan kept making death threats at sarmad from across the room. then there was paula who was doing who knows what with the pant leg of her jeans. hahaha, she amuses me so much. we found out what alan does for fun.....growls like a dog..that scared us a little. hahaha.

slava drove all of us home. he was in the bazooka seat. sarmad called gunshot, paula sat cannon, megan was at pistol, and i got rifle. hahaha, megan kept on giving slava the cookiest directions. she was all "stop" and we were in the middle of the road, so slava stopped. and she points to the tree and goes "that's my house" so slava swerves to the other side of the road, and we're like facing the wrong direction of traffic....thank goodness no cars were coming. slava's such a doll for driving us home, thanks a bunches =D.

ALIAS AND CHARMED SEASON PREMIERES TONIGHT!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!! soooooooo excited!!!! yay!!!!! two years....dang. that only makes sense to all you alias fans. oo, and if ur an alias fan, you know that michael vartan (he plays michael vaughn) is soooooooo hot. he's like my fantasy lover......haha, juuuuuuus kidding around. but i do luv him. he's gorgeous =D

spirit week this week!!!!! woohoo!!!!! GO JUNIORS CLASS OF '05!!!!!! hahaah, spirit week is so fun. i luv dressing up. tomorrow is 80's day. my outfit is so snazzy looking =D. speaking of dressing up, if anyone is going trick or treating let me know!!!!! i wanna go!!!!!! and to paula and jenn: u guys have to go again!!!!!! u can't not go, we had hella fun last year!!!! okay i seem to be overusing exclamation marks, im a little too hyped up. later!

well i've just been xanga hopping and everyone is in some kind of depressed, frusturated, aggravated, i hate school kind of mood. i guess i feel like that too even though i may not put it in here. but like i guess i've learned to deal and look past that. like i should be in a crap mood right now cuz so much shit happened today and just lately but it's not getting me down....

i bull shitted my history test today, chem problem test i missed heck of, i have an 85 percent in chem, i got a C on my french quiz, i dont know what to write for my english essay, i lost three tennis games already, i haven't dont CRAP in journalism, i dont even KNOW how to write a news story, i dont understand math, i'm not seeing my bf for daaaays, my dad's joblessness is affecting the entire family, and i got other family problems going on. there are prolly people who have hecka more shit than that.

but like todya for some reason with ALL that going on, im in SUCH a good mood. like im ultra happy. life seems to be going great for me. and to all my friends, guys just take a step back and tackle each problem as it comes. dont' try to think too much, dont stress too much, and don't worry so much. just take life as it comes cuz life is much better when ur happy. i guess for me, taking that step back and putting everything in life in perspective helps me get through school. and for all y'all who have wallach, i know that the point of life isn't to be happy and soemtimes u just wanna be left alone to be sad. but dont stay like that for too long. and for me, i find it encouraging just knowing that God is by my side loving me, helping me, and guiding me through it all =D.

well neways.....in response to all that stuff that's happened to me lately. it's just something that i've grown accustomed to and soemthign that i learn to deal with. and like i read paula's xanga and she says "i have no choice but to suceed. failure isn't an option." that's so true. and i have an 85 percent in chem right now. i know that's not horrible but if this happend sophomore year at this time i'd be freaking out. i guess i've toughened up to life =D. taking things a day at a time makes everything easier. sure, i still stress and all. if i was happy all the time i'd have to shoot me. and sometimes i just WANT to be sad and depressed and left alone. but like today....today wasn't one of those days =P

so today i felt SO hyper. first time in a loooooong time. it started with steph bumping her face into lu's shoulder. and it continued into tennis where i got CRAZY. act like a bull! grunt! skip like dorothy! tennis yoga! anger management! hahaahah...i was high off of somethinng that day. me 'n steph where laughing so much during our match we weren't even playing. we were going loooopy. hahahaha. it felt good to do that today. just to let loose and act crazy. immature, yes. but we're all entitled to that once in awhile.

and omg, i cannot get this out of my head "fuck you too bitch, call the cops". when other ppl say it it's like oh, haha. but when LU says it... it's sooooooo hilarious. hahahahaha. he can say it to nething, it's so freaking funny. well my day has just been laughter all the way. i didn't do my journalism hw so i didn't turn that in...hmmm. i seem to be slacking off a little bit. i'll catch up soon though. it's the weekend now....SLEEP! yay!

i actually played today....after that whole fiasco thinger when keller was considering not putting me in the game she finally decided i could. so.....

we lost against mission today...of course. i lost against mission today...of course. BUT i did NOT get TOTALLY bageled. i only got SEMI bageled. hahaha, the score was 2-6, 0-6. dang, the girl i played was so damn QUIET. i couldn't hear her say the score and i couldn't hear her call the ball out. so whenever i hit the ball out and she hit it back calling it out, i never heard her so i just hit the ball back. so i told her to call it out louder, but she was still QUIET. i think she was just a quiet person. but grrrr it pissed me off, cuz when i didn't hit the ball back cuz i thought it was out, it was actually in. dammit.

and for some reason i can't take it when coaches watch me. it's okay if my team members watch me, but if keller, the other school's coach, or my personal coaches (lu and kabilan) watch me....i freak. iono why. keller started watching me today, and i did sooooo bad. thankfully she left after awhile. and oh my goodness....we played in SUCH a secluded area. SO secluded. we were around no one..literally. our tennis court was FAR FAR FAR away from everyone else. we were all alone...it was weird. and BIG congrats to jenny and gwen who ALMOST won. they played three sets and lost the third set...but they did really good. especially considering it was msj.

i was extremely hyper today. not sure why....partly ryan's fault. i swear that guy NEVER shuts up......EVER. he's ALWAYS talking. ALWAYS. i mean, it's entertaining and all but i've never heard him be quiet. he got me laughing so much today....hahaha.

my dad is hella freaking out now. i typed up an envelope for him and put our address as commonS instead of common. i didn't know....i call it both. common or commons, not a big difference. i actually don't know which it is....pennsylvania common or pennsylvania commons. i sweat it's commons......but neways he's yelling his head off now....jackhole. oh, now he's even more mad cuz i just said "what the heck, there's no difference." hmmm now he's saying "don't take that tone of voice with me. what do u mean what heck. dont say what heck to me." it's really quite funny actually. he's not saying it right. hahahahaha, now he's yelling more cuz i'm not turning around to listen to him. w/e, like i give a shit. later days.

how's my week going? it's very busy. and busy=stressful. i got my practice SAT score back in the mail. oh my freaking goodness. i do NOT understand why i test SO badly and why i have such a LARGE range of scores. i mean...grrrr. it's just hecka pissing me off. how my score is CRAP. am i that dumb? sigh.

well i've been so busy that i forgot to mention that it's the FIFA WOMEN'S WORLD CUP. yay!!! not like i have all the time in the world to watch the games but i'm staying updated. hmm..i watching brazil vs. norway now. oh GOODNESS.... norway's losing 1-4. wow....norway didn't used to be that bad. hahaha, my dad is freaking out over the score. oo..this is so exciting. it comes only once every four years. i prefer watching mens but this is fine too =D.

neways.....journalism was fun today. i didn't do nething except talk with jenn, perry, and ryan. haha ryan was insulting me so i told him that no one cared about his damn giants. and his face just froze. his eyes were like hecka big and his mouth was wiiide open. he was staring at me for two minutes in shock. hahahaha. he said he was gonna fight me for that. haha. perry was ignored for awhile, he started talking to the air. hahaha...i laughed so much in that class my stomach hurt. i did that in french too, but i dont even know why i was laughing. i just started to and i couldn't stop i was getting muscle pains. and after school it didn't help that ruthann was dancing to shake ya tailfeather in the lockeroom, the music and lyrics courtesy of her voice. hahaha.

game against mission tomorrow. my goal is to NOT get bageled. that's it. NOT get bageled. and if i do (which i think i will) wow, that just SUCKS for me then. neways, that "what is ur life rated" test is defective i think. it said sarmad had a rated G mind....and everyone knows his mind is like rated R or X. hahaha. well i'm home early today.....so more sleep tonight! yay!.

My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?

what did u expect right?

game today at whs against nmhs. i lost badly... 3-6, 2-6. blegh. girl i played wasn't really good, didn't suck either. she was good, my level. game could've gone either way, just didnt' go the way i wanted it too. i at least shouldn't have lost so badly. i feel so badly about that. i know it was the first game but the point is, it was newark....no offense to any cougars out there, but i could've won. i didn't though. it seems that after i lost the first set, i kind of lost heart also and i didn't play my best. even though i knew i could've won after that it's like i didn't wanna bother with three sets. now im like crap, dammit, i should've tried harder. piece of shit....sigh. and next game on thursday is mission....since we're all gonna lose i dont feel so bad about that....but today's game is one word: blegh

homework is a freaking piece of shit that is a freaking pain in the ass and should be damned to freakin hell. grrrr....i have soooooooo much to do this week.

tuesday: game @whs vs. nmhs. i wont get home till 6:30

wednesday: pasteup day for journalism...i won't get home till 9:00pm. so that means i'm at school from seven freaking thirty am to 9 freaking pm.

thursday: hon chem test, ap us history test, first draft of english essay, game at msj high school.

soooooo much crap to do. soooo little time to do it. and omg, today practice was GRUELING. it was freaking HOT.....over ninety degrees. and we got worked like crazy since tomorrow is our first game. of the six courts we have we made stations at each court so that we didnt' different drills every fifteen minutes. dang, we did queen of the court, volleys, down the lines, overheads, crosscourts, and serves. shit, im screwed for tomorrow....my serves are gonna screw me over.

and lu and kabilan were being jackasses today. they kept on bringing up how i got bageled at castro valley. okay, i know i got bageled, they dont need to bring it up every freaking time they freaking see me. and yeah i know they're my coaches so i dont mind if they criticize me cuz that's helping me improve my game. but they're hella mean...going "wth...we trained u for the summer and this is what happens?" w/e....they were being hella dumb. so we got worked crazy hard this afternoon in the heat...and im sooooooooooo tired now. soooooo tired. i wanna collapse, but i can't....i've got SHIT LOADS of hw.

and today everyone in the entire school got our new schedules. lucky me, nothing changed.....but soooo many of my friends are out of my classes. but i guess good news precalc, history, chem, and english are hella smaller now.

neways.....if anyone wants to come to our game it's be much appreciated. we start at 3:30 at the tennis courts. it's a home game so cheer for us!!!! i'm feeling so apprehensive about this game. iono, i dont feel like i should be on varsity. i should be like jv. sigh...if only i could get my serves down =/. i'm feeling like CRAP now...tired, hot, and stressed. blegh.

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YES!!!!! SCOOTER RACING!!!!! it should be an olympic sport!!!!!! =P

nothing exciting today. hw the whole day. blegh. peter left for irvine today....that was kinda sad. but i spent saturday with him though. that was muchos fun. he got me a rose. awww..that was very sweet. thanks peter =D. we went ice skating and i became "undeprived". and i feel only THREE times.....i expected to fall so much more. but neways....second time i fell though i landed on my KNEES....omg that hurts sosososososososososo bad. and the third time i fell i kinda cut my wrist with the blade on my skates...oops.

then we went to newark days...visited tracy. she was in charge of some game where u feed this monster thinger..iono. haha. and me 'n peter went through the haunted house. hahaha, he's such a scaredy cat, telling me "no u go first". hahahaha. and i got HECKA tyt halloween stickers from tracy. HECKA cool.....yep yep!!!! stuck them all over myself and peter and his car =D.

then he took me to dinner at this pasta place at union landing....very yummy. and we went to see freaky friday. i expected that movie to be dumb, but it was pretty good. especially the end...reminded me of bad boyz II =D. but that movie was pretty funny. "oh no, earthquake!!!!". the boy in there was pretty perverted though..omg, he was hitting on her MOM...ewwww.

after that...i didn't feel like going home so we went to lake elizabeth....again. hahaha, we go there too much. so that day was really fun. it was kinda bittersweet. thanks peter for treating me to allll those things. i had a SUPER time. it was really sweet of you, esp. the rose =D. and i guess the bitter part was that at the end of the night, i had to leave and i won't see him till thanksgiving. sigh....

neways...my dad was being a jackhole last night. got mad at me cuz i didn't know how to work the answering machine....w/e. and today he called one of my friends ugly. i was like WTH?!!?!?!?!? that was wrong......stupid loser. i was thinking YOUR ugly....dang. well i feel like getting eight hours of sleep tonight =D

i got my yearbook picks today..omg i look SO BAD. im not even joking. cuz he snapped the picture when i was blinking...but my eyes weren't closed ALL the way. im' like HALF blinking. so i look really bad. OMG. that actually would've been a nice picture if i didn't FRIGGING BLINK. omg gay ass picture piece of shit. grrrrrr

pre-calc was extremely funny today. we have the sweetest clock. back two minutes, forward one. haha. i got high off of ruthann's pencil also. she has the COOLEST led penicl. u click the clip thinger to push out the led....sooooooo amazing. i've never seen nething like it =D. then chemistry we were doing a lab. cameron and hannah were going at each other....hecka verbal abuse. i was listening to them, well laughing at them also, and i was thinking....wow, this reminds me of me and matthew. hahahaha.

some stuff we talked about today in french iv: battleship, viagra, gangs, bubba and babbb (reed...). oh and before i forget: REED IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. i followed his schedule that he made for me and i was in bed at TEN O'CLOCK. i got EIGHT hours of sleep....ooooh that was sooooooooo good. i luv u reed. u made me sooo happy and untired =D. hahaha. now if only reed can keep his gum in his mouth while he's talking then he'll be perfect =P. but that boy is weird....as he walked by my seat, he patted my head, and told me had subway for lunch. i was like wth?!?!?!? french ended with us watching a video about a guy who wants to knock up his cousin. moving on....

EVERYWHERE today i heard "your mom". whenever i asked a question i got the answer "your mom". hahaha. and reed wasn't the only one doing weird things with my head. i went to english and sat behind rishi, as usual. he was talking to me but i couldn't understand what he was saying since he wasn't turned around. so he leans back in his seat, puts his head on my desk so that he's looking up at me, and GRABS my face and shakes it.....i was like WTH?!?!?!?...he did this in the middle of english.....and like noone noticed me having my head shaked by the person in front of me. first he throws me out of a classroom, now this...goodness.

i got a slurpie in tennis =D. good stuff. first game on tuesday at WHS against NMHS...we will CREAM them. well i hope we will =D. come and watch if u can ppls!!!!

oo!!!! i just discovered something hecka tyt. my waterbottle is like glasses. seriously. cuz my right eye has REALLY bad vision. i closed my left eye and i couldn't read nething in my blog...but then i put the water bottle (it's empty) up to my eye and look throught it and i can see!!!! that was so tyt....oh man that was cool. hahaha i never knew that before.

i always seem to be tired all the time.....maybe JUST maybe it's my LACK of sleep cuz i sleep at FREAKING 1AM. grrrr. but during french reed decided to make a schedule for me. since he dosn't get how i can sleep at 1am when he goes to bed at 9PM EVERY FRIGGIN DAY. so now i have a schedule that i have to stick to...or else....reed breaks out his massive pinecone smell...hahahaha, that was lame. but neways, i think it's gonna work. today during french i was walking out our VIP entrance to throw something in the garbage outside, and andrew's holding out his chip bag for me to throw away also. so i hold open the door and tell him he's welcome to walk outside. LOL...instead he goes "fuck you". hahahaha....i think it's so funny when ppl cuss randomly even if they're cussing at me.

oh my goodness. today ryan was BEDECKED in GIANTS gear. he was wearing his cap (as usual) but he ALSO had on a Giants T-shirt, and a Giants jacket..i was like omg...i guess he watched the game. and i walk into chemistry and collin is sitting there wearing HIS giants cap and jersey. whoaness......

i have this bug bite on my elbow. eh, itchy as heck. today in tennis we're doing liners and we're backpedaling...and guess what? i SLIP...but good news is i dont fall. i slip but i regain balance. omg that scared the crap out of me. neways.....i got this from peter's xanga site, said by tracy. i just thought it was really interesting....

ChOisEe12: Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht teh frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe.

well my french IV buddies were impressed. haha.

i went to www.googlism.com by reccomendation of my wonderful cousin. and i typed in my name where it said. omg i got the most hilarious results, and this here is the best of the best =P:

-stephanie is reaching infamy for kissing just about everyone on the roster
-stephanie is on a stake out with ranger
-stephanie is an experienced professional harpist who plays and teaches throughout the bay area
-stephanie is ideally situated only a few minutes stroll from the centre of coral bay which remains a relatively laid back resort with a number of shops
-stephanie is the whore of all whores (hahahahhaha...this is one is the best)
-stephanie is special to me because she was the only gerbil in a litter of six that was not agoutie
-stephanie is a total babe ( i quite agree =P)
-stephanie is a child trapped in a body that doesn’t work
-stephanie is half manx and half american short hair
-stephanie is cool and snobbish to her friends and acquaintances
-stephanie is pregnant mothermania
-stephanie is a talented young singer frustrated by the lack of success she is experiencing
-stephanie is enchanting in her evening gown of turquoise satin covered with white satin lace and decorated with sequins and pearls

hahahaha...that was a lame kind of funny. and here's more of that:

Wuzilla500: move girl ima light yo lips on firee
Wuzilla500: lol u kno that song
Wuzilla500: busta rhyumes
LiPsOnFiRe19: WTH?!?!?!
LiPsOnFiRe19: SERIOUSLY?????????
Wuzilla500: LOL
LiPsOnFiRe19: THAT'S A SONG?!?!?!?!?
Wuzilla500: haha no i changed the word
Wuzilla500: its light yo 'ass' on fire
Wuzilla500: haahhahah

omg....hahahahaha....now THAT was dumb...hahahaha =P

how was my day? school was eh....but my day got better at the end when school was over =D. well i have a freaking C in chem.....why???????? cuz it's a STUPID ASS class. i flunked my quiz, got a 79.5 (which is a C since stupid raymond doesnt' round up) on the hw, and i probably got an A on the other two hw assignments.....so i have a C in chemistry. not only have i never gotten a C on a report card, but i've never actually had a C for my grade during a school year. see, technically i dont KNOW i have a C for sure cuz raymond didn't print the grade sheets...but i know im right....not that hard to figure out. im pissed off that i have a C but i guess im not REALLY upset cuz i know i can pick it up....well i THINK i can pick it up....hmm, CAN i pick it up? sigh...junior year is off to a CRAP start.

so french IV...funny as usual. i made a barrier of dictionaries between me and reed..his stupid stretching hand with that led pencil. hahaha. oh, and here's soem intelligent convo. me, reed, and andrew started talking about the naked abercrombie models we advertise clothing they don't wear. hahahahaha. eye candy. ambercrombie dress up dolls!!!

assigned stories in journalism today..i luv telling people what to do. im corrupted by power. muahahaha =P. after school i hung out with peter (or pete-air as ashley puts it) at lake elizabeth in CENTRAL PARK. haha. playgrounds are very extensive these days. peter intimidated some poor little girl, tried to throw me in a garbage can (doug...look what u started), and threw a rock at a duck and made it poop. hahahaha, that was funny.

so i guess my time with him made up for my SHIT grade in chem. whooo....breathe....i need to separate my mind from that ABYSMAL grade. i think it's working freaking wonderfully dont you? aanyways, i was reminded this afternoon....well not really reminded cuz that implies i never think about it which i do.....so it'd be better to say: i thought some more about peter leaving for college reeeeeeally soon. i'm really gonna miss him when he goes. sitting at the park today i didn't wanna get up and go home. i just wanted to sit there and spend time with him. it was so nice. being able to not do anything but just hang out.....so comfortable. sigh. well i eventually got up and dragged myself home (well he drove me) to do hw and blah blah blah.

so candlelighters signups for all you people who need to know......SEPTEMBER 27TH 9AM-2PM. snazzy. im not going to get much sleep tonight.....oh my goodness. i literally almost fell asleep in english today. usually when i wake upu in the morning im tired and im sitting in first and second thinking i wanna go to bed, im tired. but i never nod off to sleep. im awake and talking and paying attention. but OMG....ENGLISH TODAY...i had SO much trouble trying to pay attention. my eyelids were heavy, i was nodding off...and i HEARD everything he said but i didn't really register it. it was sooo bad. oh my goodness i hope that doesn't happen again..and then AFTER the class...i got hecka hyper. wth?!?!?!??!?!? can't i just be NORMAL......dang. hahahaha that sounded funny. welps, hw time.

today wasn't that eventful, but i REALLY want to pick my scab. cuz it's ITCHING and i WANT to pick it. it's crying out to be picked. but i know if i do that i'll get a scar....but omg..it's so tempting. this reminds me of my friend Elise back in elementary school. she would pick her scabs then eat them. it was so sick. i remember being at her house watching television and she would be absentmindedly picking her scab and popping them in her mouth.

neways....BIG HUGE THANKS to lu for helping me out in chemistry last night....man i asked that boy soooooo many questions.

LiPsOnFiRe19: THANK YOU!!!!!
fobzrock 1 5: lol
fobzrock 1 5: don't need to thank me
fobzrock 1 5: for these kinda stuffs
fobzrock 1 5: only tnk me if i block a bullet for u
fobzrock 1 5: i said the same to steph c
fobzrock 1 5: lol

i have the ultimate coolest friends =D. also last night my AP US HISTORY hw was to label a map of fremont. cuz that day in class we watched a video about FREMONT. FREMONT!!!!!! IN MY AP US History class!!!!!! how retarded is that?!?!?!!?!? well u know me and my CRAPPY sense of direction. so i call peter and he figures it out for me =D. he doesn't even have the map in front of him and he's describing to me where all these places are in the city I live in...o well. the point is, it got done. thanks ever so much for your help =D.

school today....andrew called me a chipmunk in french iv.....i think its cuz i was spazzing out. hahahah....so now im a pixie and a chipmunk. nice isn't it? and i had a VERY interesting conversation with Ryan in journalism about WINDOWS....not like windows 95 computer crap....but windows. yes. the library temperature is so nice. it's comfy and it's not stuffy.....but for SOME reason some IDIOTS ALWAYS want to open the window...then it gets chilly. me and ryan are sitting there going WTH?!!?!?!?!? hahaha. and im wondering if he EVER washes his Giants baseball cap cuz him being a "diehard" Giants fan he wears it EVERY DAY....hmm...maybe i'll smell it one day and see....hahah =P. well last night i slept at one....must go do hw...i plan on sleeping before twelve....IF i finish. sigh.

Wuzilla500: fo shizzle my chizzle
LiPsOnFiRe19: it's nizzle
LiPsOnFiRe19: not chizzle
LiPsOnFiRe19: get it straight wu
Wuzilla500: nizzle is nigga
Wuzilla500: chink
Wuzilla500: haha i made that up
LiPsOnFiRe19: WTH?!?!!
Wuzilla500: chizzle is chink
Wuzilla500: hahaahh
LiPsOnFiRe19: is it?
LiPsOnFiRe19: really?
Wuzilla500: well no
Wuzilla500: i jus made it up
Wuzilla500: but it can be
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahahahahah
LiPsOnFiRe19: hecka dumb
LiPsOnFiRe19: lol
Wuzilla500: shutut!
Wuzilla500: shutup!

creative isn't he? hahaha =P


fobzrock 1 5: well
fobzrock 1 5: give my regards to mme kamei
fobzrock 1 5: and say i will drop by someday
fobzrock 1 5: which is exactly what i won't do
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahhahahahah

man....the hatred for madame kamei carries on even after ppls have finished her class. dang...=P


etacarinae2174: no no no
etacarinae2174: i dont do crack
etacarinae2174: i do wacky tobaccy

riiight...like that's SO much better.....

school was stupidly funny today. like in pre calc we had to solve this problem, and andrew says "you should factor it". but then geoff says, "why would u factor it? don't factor it. that's gay". we started hecka cracking up...but when mr.clevenger says "so first you would factor it." we started laughing sooo much harder. hahaha, it was hecka dumb but it was funny.

then in french some guy didn't close our french IV "VIP entrance" as he was going out of the classroom so reed's all, "stupid monkey, didn't close the door." oh man, reed makes me laugh so much. hahaha, and we were all hecka laughing at him cuz he is SO bad at multitasking it's sad. "the whole cheasy and good quiz". hahaha, it's so easy to goof off in french IV. noone's back there and we just keep on laughing. unfortunately madame kamei had to send soemone back there to tell us to shut up....oops

i also had some retarded but really funny (for some reason) convos with my luvlie friends =D

etacarinae2174: it reminds me of my long-past love affair with the vulcan k'plat
etacarinae2174: the poor man
etacarinae2174: a vulcan with a klingon name
etacarinae2174: oh k'plat! whither art thou, fair knight?
LiPsOnFiRe19: whoa...natasha
LiPsOnFiRe19: i dont need to know all this
etacarinae2174: lol
etacarinae2174: i was just kidding
etacarinae2174: his name was k'plett
LiPsOnFiRe19: oh!!!!
LiPsOnFiRe19: that's SO much better
etacarinae2174: hey!
etacarinae2174: he's mine
etacarinae2174: back off
LiPsOnFiRe19: it's okay i have my bf
LiPsOnFiRe19: im happy
etacarinae2174: who?
etacarinae2174: is is k'plat?
etacarinae2174: or is it k'plett?
etacarinae2174: if it is...
LiPsOnFiRe19: no......my bf isn't k'plat or k'plett
LiPsOnFiRe19: dont worry
LiPsOnFiRe19: they're all yours
etacarinae2174: lol
etacarinae2174: lets pretend i never said that
LiPsOnFiRe19: no let's not
etacarinae2174: cause i know its gonna come back and bite me in the ass


EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: im j/king
LiPsOnFiRe19: j/king
LiPsOnFiRe19: wth is that?
LiPsOnFiRe19: oohhh
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL
LiPsOnFiRe19: i get it
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahahahahahah
LiPsOnFiRe19: that was hecka lame

duckylove01: she's in a piss ass mood that **** ********* B***********
duckylove01: g*d D************
duckylove01: she pisses the f*** out of me
LiPsOnFiRe19: whoaaaaaaaaa
LiPsOnFiRe19: ashley
LiPsOnFiRe19: siiiiiimmmmeeeeeerrrrrr

omg...my dad just said the most jackassest thing ever. he asked me how my foot was doing. he meant my leg but he said foot. so i was just kidding and im liek, i didn't hurt my foot. and he goes off...literally. he's all u know what i was talking about. next time dont take that tone of voice me. who do u think u are. watch urself next time. u knew what i was trying to say. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. it went on and on. and when i tried to say i was just joking, he stops me in mid sentence and says dont u dare argue with me. i dont want to hear it. watch ur tone voice. blah blah blah. i was like fuck you. well i didn't really SAY it out LOUD. but i mumbled it. omg..i just wanna say that to his friggin face once. grrrr...i swear he's such a LOSER sometimes. damn.

my scrapes are getting better. i took a picture of them (happy sandeep?). they dont look as bad as they used to....i should've done a then and now picture. haha, that's kinda sad. o well. neways. even though they're starting to heal now, it's like cracking. yenno how ur lips are when they're chapped?. they're dry, cracked, and they hurt. well that's how my knee looks. not the whole thing, just the part i damaged. it's dry skin that's all cracked. and it hecka hurts when i bend my knees a lot. grrrr. im getting used to walking but i can't do nething that requires major knee bendage (<--nice word huh?)

i am peter T: but u really never gone ice staking?
LiPsOnFiRe19: no i haven't
i am peter T: DEPRIVED child!
LiPsOnFiRe19: whoaaaaaa

dang....i didn't know it was THAT important. apparently i underestimated how much ice skating means to some ppls....

celebrated the full moon festival with my relatives yesterday. around 12:30 i wanted to eat lunch, so i open my refigerator and it's STUFFED FULL with food. some of it's uncooked but like one entire shelf is cooked food. but i know i can't eat ANY of it cuz it's all for the dinner at night.....so im like a scavenger looking around in my refigerator FULL of food for something to eat. i eventually find some food though.

so at night we head over to my cousin's house. ariane was there so we talked and watched wild wild west. it seems like that movie got stupider since i last watched it. haha. it had a lot of places with bad acting and other placers with total bs. but still me and ariane had some laughing fits over that. hahaha. then we listened to hillary duff's song "why not". she had it downloaded, and the funny thing was that i just downloaded it that day. i happen to like that song. apparently she does too. it's so simple, but we luv it.

then we played PANG 96. hahaha. i didn't know that game could be so funny. i was laughing so hard, my stomach hurt. we laughed whenever one of us died or ariane pulled one of her ditzty moves. "oo!!! goodies!!!!! *runs right into the ball that kills her to collect the goodies*" hahahahaha. that game must've gotten her hyper cuz she was literally bouncing around after that. haha.

but last night was fun. it seems that i hardly get to talk or hang out with ariane anymore. we used to hang out heck of.....but then since we got hecka busy in high school...our schedule didn't really mix and stuff. so that kinda sux. we need to have another sleepover ariane!!!!! wellz.....now i got sooooooo much hw to do and finish today. two current events, two journalism articles, read and notes on ch.2 in history, and study for math. snaaaaaaps. i gtg get started. bye bye.

fobzrock 1 5: today
fobzrock 1 5: i fucking drank 4 energy drinks
fobzrock 1 5: in less than 10 mins
LiPsOnFiRe19: WHOA
LiPsOnFiRe19: dang when'd u go pee?
fobzrock 1 5: that is not the point
fobzrock 1 5: tell me what happens
fobzrock 1 5: when u
fobzrock 1 5: drink 4 cups of coffee
LiPsOnFiRe19: HYPER!!!!!!!!!
LiPsOnFiRe19: :-D
fobzrock 1 5: and after the hyperness?
LiPsOnFiRe19: kinda dead
fobzrock 1 5: o yea
LiPsOnFiRe19: ooooohhhhhhh
LiPsOnFiRe19: gotcha
LiPsOnFiRe19: ur like a zombie now
fobzrock 1 5: damn fuck right
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahaha

btw, i was laughing at the way u cuss lu.....cracks me up. "damn fuck right". i luv that =D

today during tennis......i won queen of the court......GOT A SLURPIE!!!!!! hahahaha....i had to kick steph out for that (sorrie dear) but im happy! first for me =D. then the tennis meeting with pizza.....that was my first dinner. hurried home and showered.....i jumped in and before the water got warm i jumped out. but oh my goodnes....it's soooooo hard to shower and not get ur knees wet.....if i could videotape myself with sensors it'd make america's funniest home videos.....neways.

so the first event in my busy weekend...i went to jared's bday party thinger. we had dinner at this one sports bar in the hub...across from tk noodle. my sis had to drop me off. since i made her kinda late the last words she said were "get the fuck out of the car." so i did just that and got the f*ck out.

since this was my second dinner i split a sandwich and fries with kian (i think that's how her name's spelled...not quite sure. but she's the first new person i met). i sat next to nicy....danger zone there. she was like friggin out. laughed AT EVERYTHING.......literally. so sadistic...haha, j/k. but that got me started....so i was off laughing with her....i think we were scaring peter. haha but it was fun. i got a candid picture taken of me. a collaboration between doug and peter....grrr to you guys =P.

i was gonna go home after that cuz of hw...but i thought, friday night....am i really gonna do hw? no.....so i went to jared's house with everyone else. flipped on the t.v. and we all just sat in front of it....kinda watching it. oo....and jared's friend lemeul (i dont think that's how u spell his name either....but moving on) knows about kim possible. he's hecka tyt like that. (second new person i met).

and i FINALLY got to meet matt....yes, michelle's matt. very cool guy....michelle, i approve =P. (third new person i met). so we're just sitting on the ground watching road rules.....ppls getting buried alive. interesting stuff...and then i met david wu...great last name huh? and he's a smart one......ILLINOIS with a silent "s". (peter.....). so he was the fourth new person i met. hahaha.....what can i say? i like meeting new ppl. and then we all started playing "hardcore" egyptian war....i suck so much at that game....slow reaction. and of course before i left doug attempted to throw me in a garbage can....i was like clinging to the door for my life....until jared's brother rescued me and opened it....he's such a saviour.

but neways. it was a good night....hung with my friends leaving for college soon. met new ppl.....who are leaving for college soon neways. but jared's friends are hecka tyt.....easy to get along with...and i had fun talking to them. good stuff. so i had peter drive me home. got home.....read some stuff. now im in like a happy, kinda sad, but sweet mood. yeeeeeeeah. but i got shit loads of hw this weekend now......and more parties to go to. busy bee.....layta.

thanks to all my friends for their concern about my knees......news spreads fast. haha

EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: damn dude...you need to wear armor to get through a day
EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: haha
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahah
EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: i'll buy you some for your bday...
EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: haha
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahaah thanks...just what i need
LiPsOnFiRe19: ARMOR!
LiPsOnFiRe19: WOOT!
EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: hahahaa.."Lady Steph, your armor and shield are ready for your venture to school today"
EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: hahahaha

pureversi0n: ahh steph !!
pureversi0n: are you okay !
LiPsOnFiRe19: eh....it hurts but i'll live
LiPsOnFiRe19: i just dont want a scar
pureversi0n: owwie
pureversi0n: poor steph

LiPsOnFiRe19: omg....my poor knees
fobzrock 1 5: awww
fobzrock 1 5: sorryyy
fobzrock 1 5: my sister got the same fucking shit
fobzrock 1 5: :-(

SlE e EpYbR0wN: well heres a positive side to the scrapes
SlE e EpYbR0wN: its red,white and blue on sept.11th
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahahah
SlE e EpYbR0wN: at least ur body's patriotic
SlE e EpYbR0wN: lol
LiPsOnFiRe19: that was lame
(this is cuz my "injury" is red from the scrape, white from the cartilage, and blue from the FAT bruise i just found)

hydrogen peroxide hurts like a biatch. it freaking stings soo bad. i used it to clean my scrapes. omg...i had enough energy there to rip apart a pillow. i was friggin out. so now i have gauze on....and i look like a poor, asian, refugee. seriously. cuz im already skinny and i got gauze on my knees.....so retarded looking.

oh my goodness.......following up on what i just wrote earlier: i was talking to slava on the phone and i told him about my injuries. and he's like u gotta be more careful. i mean i should....but i didn't really do nething dangerous to get my injuries. i played tennis, i ran in the hallway (which isn't the safest thing to do), and i was sitting on my desk. so i hang up with him and as im walking back to my room my foot gets caught on my backpack and i almost trip. if i did then i would've fell face forward onto my desk. ouch....what's ironic is that that happned right after slava says "be careful". so many injuries in one week. damn......

omg....lately i've been HURTING myself sooo much. and i dont mean like paper cut here paper cut there. it started like that but then i moved to larger things. last night i was sitting at my desk then i remembered i had to write something on my calendeer on the wall. so i sit on my desk with my feet on the chair, but im not TOTALLY on the desk and im slipping. so i push my feet against the chair to prop myself back up, but i push too much and the chair starts to slip. it gets caught on my backpack and it totally falls over on its side. but throughout this im still slipping from the desk and my feet are like following the chair so hence...i fall. but i dont just fall to the ground. since im moving with the chair my rib lands on the chair's leg and then i fall backwards onto my back. so my rib heeeeeeeeecka hurts right now. i think it's bruised.

then today i was running....well not full speed. i was just trying to escape sandeep who was coming after me with a bottle of water. so i was running away from him and i HELLA slip, i trip and guess what i scrape? MY KNEES. in the same damn place as where i scraped 'em on monday. and monday's wounds were like developing a scab by now so they didn't hurt as much....but today i scraped them again. and i scraped my right knee hecka bad, so you can see like white-ish cartilage around it. it's so disgusting. and i also got a small cut on my foot from when i slipped cuz i was wearing flip flops.....bad i know. omg, cursed flip flops. grrrrr.....they piss me off now. dumb pieces of shit. but i wont learn my lesson and ill still wear them cuz i dont like wearing socks =P.

it hurts worse than before....but i guess i'm used to having scrapes on my knees so it's not that bad. and imma make fun of sandeep forever for making me slip and trip liek that.....all cuz of him wanting to pour water on me i got that. haha j/k. it's cool...i tripped. noones fault. things happen. you hear that sandeep? NOT ur fault. dang, that boy was apologzing so much i was gonna duct tape his mouth. haha. neways. so those are my injuries. i didn't go to practice day....coach excused me. but i kinda feel bad for missing it.....not like i can do much with my knees right now, but i still needed to practice. according to gwen's dad i went "kneeboarding". hahaha. if i get a scar though...imma be soooooooooooooooo mad. i hate scars.

so....SOME good news...im FINALLY in journalism!!!!! woot woot!!!! dang after two weeks im in! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! so we interviewed our new principal MILT (hahaha) today. apparently whs has 1,939 kids....dang. but journalism looks like it's gonna take some time. sigh....hard work. hahaha, i sounded so lazy there. neways, reed told me that my features partner was "a ho". i was like wth.....so according to reed and andrew i'll be pulling the weight for the features section. i was thinking "damn that sucks." but today in class i saw her...and she didn't look hecka slacker-ish (nice word huh?)

neways charles is telling me to put peroxide on my wounds. ouch! cuz this time i fell on gravel not the smooth tennis courts. this is gonna hurt. i think ill rip apart a pillow.

highlights of my day: chemistry we got fire demonstrations. oh and mrs. raymond has this phrase "o pherc it". it stands for observations, problem, hypothesis.....etc. so she kept on saying until someone said it was too much and she goes "what's wrong with phercing it?" omg...the ENTERE class started CRACKING up. and someone in the back goes "did u and mr. raymond pherc it this morning?" hahahaha. but noone heard him. then french......i was bored so i checked my email on the comp. that backroom is distracting. and im STILL in pyschology....oh my goodness. whs is being seriously gay rite now. i've been waiting to be transferred for TWO weeks. and the thing is ppl are transferring in and out of the class.....just NOT me. goodness

after school peter takes me, ruthann, and veech to the castro valley scrimmage match. and we actually played today. we knew we were gonna get whooped. and guess what?!?!? we DID. all varsity singles players practically got bageled. varsity doubles players lost EXCEPT emily and marie who played three sets and won!!!!! yay for them! haha we were hella happy.

but neways.....focusing on MY game. the girl i played was GOOD. and it didn't help that i CAN'T SERVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and today my backhand was all shitty. it was like total nettage (nice word huh?). and i knew that i needed to step in and bend my knees...i could like hear kabilan's voice in the back of my head. and my forehands went out....not like on the side out. but like behind the baseline out. ergh, my performance during the game wasn't the best.

and afterwards the girl asked me "hey do u do doubles?". i was like nooo...i did a little last year but i do singles. this is my first year on varsity. and she goes "really? cuz u have hella nice alley shots so i thought u did doubles". i was like oh thanks....but that doesn't really help me in this singles match. neways, it was just scrimmage and it's getting me back into the swing of games and what not.

but we got hecka hyper afterwards. in the car back to fremont ruthann and veech were looking at peter's nmhs yearbook and ruthann was pointing out all the hot guys...dang that girl hits on everyone. haha, j/k. omg i was laughing so hard. i always have fun with them. they crack me up =D. especially lila and her death threats. "i hope u die from that mocha ruthann". "why didn't i see the picture?!?!?! *shows fists*". hahaha.

oh and thanks peter soooooooooooooooooooooooo much for acting chauffer and shuttling me 'n my friends to castro valley and back two times. much luv =D. oh and douggie...thanks for offering to help me with my serves and all. cuz taking time out of ur schedule and stuff on saturdays. ur the best. gotta luv the big brother =D.

well today was SUPPOSED to be our scrimmage match. it was drizzling and all after school so that kinda sucked. i was like, egh, we're gonna play in the rain. so peter comes and drives me, veech, and ruthann to castro valley. (thanks so much.....ur the best!). so we get there and the courts are covered in PUDDLES. so we have two options. either to stay there and wait for an hour THEN play. so we'd be done around 6:30 or 7:00. but we didn't wanna...so we left and now we're going back again tomorrow. that kinda sucked. wasted my time and everything. goodness. and there were so many cars on the freeway. they needed to like go away.

oo....when we were driving there i held peter's cell out the window on the freeway..just joking around. and like cuz we were going against the wind i seriously thought that i was gonna drop it. oops =P. and on the way back ruthann was like getting horny in the back. i swear.....hahaha. it was sooooo funny though. btw, sleep with one eye open ruthann.

neways. i had a bad day today. i did sooo bad on the chemistry quiz. i would be HAPPY to receive a B *ahemruthann*. so yeah that totally sucked. cuz i actually read the sections. not like skimmed it....but READ it thoroughly and even so i still got a..um....really bad grade. and it was hecka easy reading also. so i thought that if this is the easiest quiz ever and i did hecka bad on it....then like the rest of the year what's garunteeing i'll do good on the harder quiz. so i was totally miffed about that.....but then yeah peter pointed out a good point. that for english i did hecka bad on the first test but i picked up my grade and all even though things got harder. and i was talking to ruthann and the same for geometry. first quiz was hecka easy but i did the worst on that....so yeah, i'll do better on the stuff coming up....i HOPE i do....but neways it was still really frusturating. kinda screwed up my day.

BUT i had this HUGE laugh attack in french. cuz we had to write this poem and priya was like randomly thinking of stuff to write about...and then she says "gorilla". and starts thinking about ways to make that poem. i started laughing soooo hard. and then after when it wasn't funny i still couldn'st stop. i mean a gorilla???? iono that got me. oh, and reed was telling me about the person i got parterened up with to do my features column for journalism. apparently she's a slacker or as he puts it "a ho". hahaha, funny reed. so yeah.....sucks for me there. i guess i'll be pulling the weight. hmm. o well im up to my neck in hw. later.

today has been such an off day for me. i'm playing tennis and we were doing backhand drills with greg. so i step in with my right foot and i bring my left foot forward and swing the racket. but as i hit the ball i trip and i scrape BOTH my knees. what happened was that as i brough my left foot forward and got ready to run after that i tripped over my right foot. and it's weird cuz i have like a combination bruise and scrape on my left knee. it only stings when the wind blows...and today was a windy day. but other than that it only hurts when i bend my knees or walk, and yenno who needs to bend their knees right? plus my defective wrist didn't make hitting any easier...cuz it feels all strained. so im going into the scrimmage match tomorrow with two knees that hurt and a defective wrist. well i'll make the best of it =D

so school was normal. french iv is hecka funny. since we're in the backroom by ourselves i can already forsee we're gonna go crazy. as long as we do our hw and do our work during class we're good. so we finished today's work pretty easily. and reed finished first so he found these finger puppets from le petit prince (yeah..all u french ppl remember that!). so im sitting there translating and all of sudden i see reed's fingers on both sides of my head with finger puppets on them. im like wth?!?!!?! then he starts making them talk. that was too much...i started CRACKING up. i swear he was going crazy. us history was pretty funny also....mrs. morse was asking sarmad what the Native Americans in CA were doing, like were they hunters, farmers, gatherers, etc....that type of thing. and sarmad goes "gold diggers". hahahaha. right after he says it he's like "oh wait....those were 49ers not Indians". hahaha, we all got a laugh out of that.

and guess what, big news...im STILL in psychology. whoop dee do. apparently the computers were down over the weekend so the schedules couldn't be fixed..grrrrr. but i found out that im working the features section in journalism along with some other girl named stephanie....haha. so that'll be fun. i just can't wait to transfer out of psychology.

i miss a lot of my friends.....lunch today was taken by interact. it feels like i talked to them and saw them more over the summer than i do now. it's weird....neways....i got loads of hw. layta.

so me and ruthann had this huge debate as to the lyrics of "right thurr" by chingy. now i got them and all of you guys can know the snazzy chorus lyrics. haha

[Chorus]
I like the way you do that right there(right there),
switch ya hips when ya walking, let down ya hair,(down ya hair)
I like the way you da that right there(right there),
Lick ya lips when ya talking that make me stare (make me stare)

well ruthann u were right...the word is stare..hahaha...this is what we talk about during tennis.

i think i abuse myself or somthing cuz i randomly find cuts and bruises and what not. it's so weird. like i was sitting in french on friday and i kinda felt like something was stinging my hand. so i look down and i have two cuts on my right index knuckle. i was like...wth where did that come from? and i've had this cut in the back of my tongue for a week now. iono if it's a cut or a cold sore type thing. but if it's a cut i must've eaten a box of nails or something like that. and it hurts at the most random times...especially when i brush my teeth. it friggin sears with pain. and now my right wrist is hecka hurting. i bend it and it freaking aches. im 15..im not even 16 yet....and i have bone problems. what is this? and for another odd reason i have a bruise on my leg..it doesn't hurt, but it's there and it needs to be gone.

neways...moving on. i got a snazzy new tennis bag saturday. now i dont need to carry fifty billion bags for my tennis clothes, shoes and stuff. i got one sexy looking bag for everything. hahaha....it's not that great but i'm just happy i have a bag now =D. didn't do much yesterday.....except for my hw. i had trouble concentrating. i kept getting distracted i dont remember by what... buti guess im still trying to get back into the swing of things for school. i'll get used to it.

and i had a much needed conversation with ash. it seems like now that school's started we talk less...i know, it's weird. cuz we have no classes together and lunch seems so short. and i was missing so many of my friends cuz i hardly seem them this year....since the classes are sooo huge and cuz of our ap/honors classes are schedules dont mesh. and some ppl i do have a class with i still dont have a chance to talk with them....but i felt good to know that im not the only one starting to feel junior year and realize all the shit that's gonna fly (not literally ppls...) yeah....it's great how one conversation with ur best friend can make things all peachy =D.

so today i went to target with my mom to get some stuff for school. and when i was exiting the store there was this yellow line painted and there was a sign on the wall that said if u tried to push the shopping carts passed the yellow line, the carts would lock and stop moving. i saw that sign before and i didn' beleive it....so of course, this time i had to try and see what would happen. so i got a cart and pushed it really fast towards the yellow line, and then it freaking stopped causing me to jamy my ribs into the shopping cart. well now i know, the sign is right. hahaha.

first tennis game....well scrimmage match....at castro valley on tuesday. they whooped us last time.....i suspect they'll be doing that again. haha. wellz i feel better than the way i was feeling on friday. i mean junior year WILL get better....it's only been the frist week. and i suppose that when it comes to it, i'll handle all the crap that's going on...AND i will do it beautifully!!! haha. look how much a prayer to God and a convo with my friends can help =D. i have a general plan for what imma do with the SAT's and SAT II's....now i just gotta find time to study for all that. and next weekend i have four parties to go to....over three days. one i have to go to...and of the other three i have to choose one....yeeeah....this year is packed. now im off to do english (which is assigned every FRIGGIN day)

well somethign more uplifting here.....ruthann is like a jukebox. we were at tennis and she breaks out into random songs. it's so funny. she did j.lo, chingy.......and hecka more. soooo hilarious. then there was lila who tried to climb the walls. hahaha...iono what that was for. i forgot how much fun i have with my tennis girls...it's a great way to destress and all. makes u forget all the crap that goes on.

oo....something else. on the way home from the mall my sis stopped to get gas.....and i was reminded of this place while on vacation. we stopped in this one city that had a gas station that siad "gas for less" and the price was $2.43......hecka cracked me up. i was laughing so hard. hahaha.

LiPsOnFiRe19: school is out at 2:20
i am peter T: you guys get out early
LiPsOnFiRe19: yeah well we start at 7:35
i am peter T: newark start like 10 minutes alter
LiPsOnFiRe19: alter?
i am peter T: later
LiPsOnFiRe19: ooooooooohhhhhhhhhh
LiPsOnFiRe19: gotcha
i am peter T: noo...got YOU
i am peter T: haha im stupid...ok enough
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL
LiPsOnFiRe19: that was sooooooo dumb
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahahhhahhaa
i am peter T: thank you for laughing
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahaha
LiPsOnFiRe19: that was hella stupid
i am peter T: ok steph..stop rubbing it in

hahahah....that was so dumb it was funny. sorrie for laughing....but can't really help it....my day wasn't that great. i needed a good laugh =P

so i was still in pysch today. at the beginnning of class i get a note to go see the counselor. im thinking...YES im getting my schedule change. but i get there and she gives me BACK my schedule change FORM. im like wth.....i read it and it says i need the journalism teacher's signature BEFORE i can transfer in. im thinking the freaking administration took one freaking week to tell me i needed a signature. they had my change form for MORE THAN A WEEK....and they give it back sayingi need a signature.....damn. hecka pissed me off. so i get the signature and turn the form BACK in again. grrrr.

so tennis was fun today. it was friday so we did tennis games.......we played for slurpies. unfortunately i didn't get any. o well. next time ill win =D. so iw as talking with steph and becky and we dont exactly feel we should be our positions. we look at ppl from our positions last year...and we're jsut thinking oh....yeah we shouldn't be here. so i guess im not really feeling worthy for varsity singles number four. sigh.

i went shoe shopping after dinner with my sis. found four shoes i liked. three of them didn't come in my size.....and the fourth one......i liked but not enough to pay 55 bucks for to buy. sooooo i decided i would buy the one i hecka liked online. and it turns out that they were actually cheaper. so im like YAY! but then just as im selecting the shoe size it turns out they only come in 8.5. wth. grrrrr

then im on aim talking to matthew and he said he's registering for SAT's . and it hits me CRAP im a junior now...i got to do some registering. i ahve three things to take: SAT I's, SAT II's, AP tests..and i gotta take them so that none of them collide with each other. i dont want the testing dates to conflict or have my studying time all scrunched together. so now i gotta figure this CRAP out.....and im already feeling like i can't take this. cuz i remembered that i gotta study for all o' this crud. which i haven't doen for like two or three weeks. sigh......i hope i get through this year.

neways....my dad has been acting like a real jack@$$ lately. he got this temporary job and since that (which has been tuesday) he thinks that he's suffering so much. he acts like he's going through hell at work and that it's the toughest shit anyone should have to face. so he coems home....complains like heck.....is REALLY irritated all the time. and it's starting to piss me off. such a jack@$$ ALL the time. daaaaaaaamn.

so it's been the first week of school. and i'm starting to feel junior year. all the crap i have to do. hw, tests, gianormous classes, interact, tennis, SAT's. i just gotta pray to GOD i can do all this. we got our first interact meeting coming up. so there's that to deal with. i gotta find out about registration for SAT's.....and i got other shit in my family to worry about....and it's starting to feel like a lot.....like iono if i can succeed in all of it. i need some sleep. nite

nothing exciting happene today..it seems junior year is off to a bad start. iono, sophomore year seemed hecka more fun than this year. i think it's mainly cuz the HUGE class sizes and me not having A FREAKING DESK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND im still in pyschology!!!!!!!!! i dont know why!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but im still in that class! i haven't gotten transferred into journalism and that sucks. since they're starting to do a little bit of writing in that class...and the psych teachers is starting to assign hw and what not. im just like ahhhhhh....this isn't working out. the psych class seems really fun. like the material and what we talk about is cool stuff. like today we were discussing whether or not it's right to spank children. and that was pretty tyt....but it's not like i really know anyone in my class. sooo im just waiting to get the freaking heck out of there.

but GOOD NEWS!!!!! i have a desk....an actual DESK in english!!!! woot woot!!!!!!! im overjoyed!!!!! but baad news...i still have this gay ass chair in chem. it's not one of those lab stools but it's crappy enough. i have no freaking desk. that just pisses me off. grrrrrr.....damn budget cuts. i mean...the chem classroom is already freaking tiny. it's mean for like 27 kids i think but we have about 39....so that's a heck of a lot more ppl. tennis was fun today though. i didn't do any challenge matches so i just rallied and played a doubles game with steph agains margaret and becky. that was fun. but steph looked a little dead.

oh....and for anyone on the tennis team......do u guys have a ride to castro valley on tuesday????? i have NO clue how im gonna get there.....let me know k? snazzy. well it's the second day and i have hw.....joy. well gtg now..bye

First day of school was CRAP. i cant get used to overcrowded classes of 45 kids. it's bs. i dont have a desk in two of my classes. chemistry cuz raymond seats us in alphabetical order and english cuz i got to the class late....i had to walk from french which is on country to wallach's class which is on eggers....so hence no seat. fags. so first day was good as in i got to see my friends and what not....but my classes hecka piss me off. i mean learning in classes of 40+ kids each. that's crap. it's less personal...so the teacher teaches and keeps on going.....so it's like you better get the material fast.

AND i didnt' get transferred from psych into journalism......yet. apparently, these things take awhile...so i have to check back on friday. meanwhile im stuck in pyschology.....a class where i only know one person (sean pelton) and it's filled with ppl i dont wanna get to know (as jenn so kindly puts it....haha). i can't wait till i get journalism. keep jenn some company...she's lonely in that class. haha. well according to her.....that class has it's share of preps and "ppl she doesn't wanna get to know". hahahaha..that girl, cracks me up.

haha...i got a gooooood laugh in french today. michelle comes in late and kamei goes "tu es en retard" meaning "you're late". patrick starts laughing and points at michelle and says "hahaha.....she called u a retard". hahahaha....it was soooooo funny. me and reed were sitting on either side of him. we started cracking up. ah, patrick can be dumb sometimes. haha.

neways....back to my day...i wont even get a desk in journalism class. WHY? cuz the class is held in the library now. apparently another teacher needs miss marie's room during sixth period...im like wth.......i wanted that class on the second floor of the E-building. cuz then steph is in the class next to me..and all my lil sophomore friends are across the hall. that way i could still talk to them. but NOOOO we're in the damn library. suuucks.

and today i went through a WHOLE day w/o steph.....it was soooooooooo sad. we went from having six classes to having one class...man....one day w/o the wucheung clan. i miss you steph!!!!!!! and then i had tennis after school. that was good....even if we had conditioning and bleachers it's an escape from school work and overcrowded classes. so that was my awesome day....egh. hopefully another precalc honors class opens up. o well, ill get used to these crowded classes soon enough. quiz tomorrow on the course freaking syllabus in english....wth....straaaaange. well i need some sleep. nite

stolen from douggie =D

- The YOU Side


01. Full Name: Stephanie Wu
02. Nicknames: steph, little steph, shortie, stephy
03. Screen name[s]: lipsonfire19
04. Age: 15
05. Grade: Junior in High school!
06. GPA: 3.9-4.0
07. Sex: abstinence
08. Birthday: 11/19/19857
09. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
10. Hospital where you were born: Kaiser
11. Location: Fremont
12. Height: 5'2"
13. Weight: 90
14. Hair Color: Black
15. Eye Color: Brown
16. Siblings[name(s): Serena, Douggie, Keagan
17. Parents names: Jian, Fuan
18. Hobbies: Tennis, Acting, INTERACT

The CRUSH Side:
19. Crush: yes
20. Girlfriend/Boyfriend: yes
21. If you could go out with anyone in the world, who: Sean Biggerstaff
22. When and who was your 1st crush?: Fourth grade….Joseph
23. What do you first notice about the opposite sex [looks alone]?: eyes and smile
24. Your idea of a perfect date: picnic
25. How romantic are you? [1-10]: 7
26. Biggest turn-on: beautiful heart and soul
27. Ideal girl/guy: Orlando Bloom
28. Most romantic thing that happened to you: That’s for me to know


The PAST Side
29. Memory [thing] you miss most: Recess
30. If you could go back in time, where would you go?: Elementary School
31.Thing that you regretted doing after you had done it: Nothing…no regrets
32. Memory you would like to forget: none…things happen for a reason
33. What'd you do yesterday?: mini golf and tennis
34. Last person you talked to on the phone?: Alan
35. Last thing you said: Shoot
36. Last song you listened to: Evanescence-Bring me to life
37. TV show you wish they would re-air again: Boy Meets World…new episodes, not reruns

The FUTURE Side
I decided not to answer this section….it required too much thinking in advacne

FAVORITES:
47. Food: Chinese food, fruit
48. Drink: Milk
49. TV show: Charmed, Alias
50. Movie: Finding Nemo, LOTR
51. CD: Matchbox twenty……all of ‘em
52. Band/Group/Singer: matchbox twenty, michelle branch
54. Color: green
55. Actor: Orlando bloom, Johnny Depp
56. Actress: Catherine Zeta Jones, Jennifer Aniston
57. Weekend Activity: anything with friends
58. Day of the week: Friday
60. Book: The Joy Luck Club
61. Holiday: Christmas
62. Number: 12
63. Cookie: Teddy Grahams
64. Phrase to overuse: snaps, snazzy, spiffy, savvy
65. Toothpaste: crest
66. Ice Cream : cookie dough/chocolate chip
67. Candy bar: kit kat
68. Teacher: Clevenger
70. Restaurant: Any place with food
71. Channel: who cares?
72. Radio Station: any
73. Type of music: any
74. Shampoo/Conditioner: neutrogena
75. Song: Goodbye to you (Michelle Branch)
76. Music Video: OMG…..THE BRITNEY SPEARS ONE!!!!!!!!!!! haha, j/k
77. Sport: tennis
78. Website: google….it’s so helpful
79. Relative: cousin….ariane
80. Hangout: just chilling at someone’s house…..not mine though

ABOUT FRIENDS:
81. Friends: can’t get through life without ‘em
82. Good Friends: Sarmad, Lu, Steph, Jo, Sandeep, Paula, Jenn, Zee, Amina
83. Best Friend(s): Ashley
84. Funniest: Lu and Sarmad
85. Silliest: Zee
86. Loudest: Ashley
87. Craziest: Ashley
88. Skinniest: Amina
89. Best at keeping secrets: All of ‘em
90. The one you have, but wish you didn't: that’s so mean…….i would never
91. Smartest: Jo
92. Most innocent-looking: Jenn
93. Sweetest: Paula
94. Hottest: um...not something i judge in my friends typically.....
95. Weirdest: Steph
96. Most hyper: Ashley
97. Biggest pervert: Sarmad…..no quetstion
98. Most annoying: I luv all of ‘em
99. Quietest: hahaha……none

The ONE OR THE OTHER Side:
this part was dumb…..i skipped it

BELIEVE OR NOT Side:
114. Do you believe in angels?: yes
115. Aliens?: no
116. Heaven and Hell?: yes
17. God?: yes…and let’s not forget Jesus
118. Yourself?: *pinch* yes….

The HAVE YOU EVER Side:
[Answer YES or NO]
119. Been on a plane: yes
120. Cried in public: Yes
121. Climbed a tree: Yes
122. Fell asleep in a Movie Theater: no
123. Kissed a guy/girl (if so who, when, and where? Good kiss or not?): yes, yes, yes, and yes
124. Met a celebrity (if so who, when, and where?): nah
125. Met the president: No
126. Been scared to get shot: no.
127. Gotten a cavity: Yes.
128. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: nah
130. Did the nasty: wth…..that’s new
131. Said, "I love you," and meant it: my mommy
132. Made prank calls: heck yeah
134. Skipped school: nah
135. Loved somebody so much it made you cry (if so, who was it?): no
135. Gone to a theme park and checked out all the cute guys/girls: no


The WHICH IS WORSE Side
this was dumb….skipped this

The WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR Side
142. Bill Clinton: Forgive and Forget
143. Lollipops: I had an addiction to those for awhile
144. Dreams: I died in one once
145. Love: yet to experience
146. Whipped Cream: ew
147. South Park: “they killed Kenny!”
148. Boy Bands: suck
149. Guys: gotta luv the ones with hot accents….sean biggerstaff, Orlando bloom
150. Girls: shouldn’t play with barbies….those things suck
151. Death: I’ll end up in heaven with God

The WHICH WOULD YOU RATHER BE Side
this was annoying….skipped it


The QUESTIONS THAT DON'T MATTER, BUT I'M STILL ASKING
161. Do you sleep with a stuff animal?: FO SHO
162. Last time you showered: when I got back from tennis a few hours ago
163. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: neon green
164. How many buddies do you have on your list?: 150…..around there
165. Do you like this survey?: I have no life
166. What are the last 4 digits of your number?: 5121
167. One pillow or two, cotton or feather?: Two cotton pillows
168. Last CD you bought: aaaaages ago…last cd burned: avril lavigne
169. How long are you in the shower?: 15 minutes
170. How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup?: those things taste disgusting
171. Feelings on abortion: free country
172. Is Tupac alive?: I thought he was…..but douggie says he not…..is he?????????
173. Thoughts on Britney Spears: talentless
174. What does your screen name mean?: I talk too fast
175. Who do you most admire?: Jesus
176. Right, Left, or Ambidextrous?: Right….i aspire to be an ambidextrous
177. What is on your mouse pad?: Mickey mouse borders with a pic of me and my sis in the middle
178. What is under your bed? Ceramics, tennis balls, string stuff
179. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie roll pop?: I don’t like those

i went mini golfing with peter today at golfland in milpitas. i won.....of course =D. 65 to 75. and i didn't cheat.....i would never. then we play some table hockey....he won the first time....so of course i had to challenge him again, and i kicked his ass that time. haha, show no mercy =P. then we went to the mall cuz peter can't stand to be away from that place for one second. freeloaded off of one of his "connections" at sbarro....free pizza..yum. food tastes so much better when it's free...who could've guessed.

then while we're walking back to his car in the parking garage his cell phone rings. so he's talking then like suddenly he jumps ten freaking feet and starts yelling....i thought he was having convulsions. stupid me, it turns out him and jared are roomies at uci....yeeeah. it was so freaky. i moved away quick. haha. so we decided to visit jared. i luv his house. he has sooooooo many board games. dang....i'd never get bored in that house. oo....and i luv the way uci names its dorms. it's copied after LOTR....so there's mirkwood, lorien, rivendell, etc. omg, it's so tyt. i hecka freaked when i saw that.

then i had to go to tennis. so peter drops me off to two hours of sweating in the sun. so im walking to the tennis courts and like five of my teammates come up to me at once and ask about peter....more like they're hitting on him. it's so funny. what can i say except..yeah i know my bf's sexy. lol. i played a game with steph today....dragged on foooorever. first set, i was almost bageled but second set we were reallly close. i dont really like challenging my friends....especially the other half of the wucheung clan. but it's cool. we're still soul sisters....she can just kick my ass at tennis. haha. i wanna go back to playing one set, eight points in jv. it's sooooo tiring playing two sets. especially when the sun burns soooooo hotly. hahaha. we got our first scrimmage match against castro valley on tuesday. dang, we gotta go ALL the way there...until then i need to work on my serves.....i lost soooooooooooooo many pts cuz of my shit serving....grrrr.

i watched the O.C. today.....seeing as how i hear so much about it from peter and ruthann. it's a pretty good show, but charmed and alias are still the best. oh, can't wait for those new seasons to start. dang, school starts tomorrow. am i ready for a busy, stressful, and hectic year? nah, i dont think i am...but i better get used to it fast. im sorta happy it's starting....getting to see all my buddies again. it's gonna be a fun year....stressful for sure...but fun. well, im up at 6:30 tomorrow...and home at five....yikes. nite nite.

so yesterday (it seems i'm a day behind in updating my blog) i was bored for the morning but i hung out with jump, matthew, and peter in the afternoon. we went to IKEA so peter could get his lamp. but he couldn't remember what it was so we just wandered around. i claimed all my kitchens and bedrooms. haha. so while we were standing there just talking i asked matthew why his hand was always in his pocket. and jump says "he's bored....he's doing stuff." LOL...me n' jump started cracking up. hahahahaah, and matt just stands there. sorry man, but that was hecka funny. oh, and on the escalator going into ikea, jump got distracted and while we were getting off he hecka tripped. whoooo....i had a heart attack right there. i always seem to be laughing at ppls expenses.....haha. i stole matt's keys and id cards early on in the ikea store. why? cuz iono..i was bored. but he got them back eventually and that's what counts =D.

so then we head to mc donalds cuz tew was hungry. i'm such a freeloader...first the money i "borrowed" from tew, then the fries and drink.....haha. then we hurry back to fremont to their temple cuz matthew's mom is there. we get there and she's at hometown buffet. so we go there, and she's still inside eating. so while we're waiting in the parking lot i slap a car and set off the alarm, we find a dead grasshopper that makes matt and peter squeal (haha), and some lady comes up to us asking for money. yeeeah..all that happens and matthew's mom is still eating. so me, jump, and peter leave to peter's house. i get my tcm picture =D. i get home, eat, and go back to school shopping. fun stuff huh? binders, notebooks, tennis balls. target is like overcrowded with kids. sigh...i remember when i used to have to buy markers, pencil boxes, crayons....i was tempted to do that again...haha. i got home and ruthann told me a story about belly dancers...

SwEeTAhOy: omg the party we went to on sunday
SwEeTAhOy: horrible
SwEeTAhOy: it was a 50th wedding aniversary
SwEeTAhOy: and i was sooooo embarrased
SwEeTAhOy: there were belly dancers at the reception
SwEeTAhOy: OMG
SwEeTAhOy: and that wasnt the worst part
SwEeTAhOy: they went to OUR table
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LiPsOnFiRe19: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
SwEeTAhOy: they went to my uncle
SwEeTAhOy: my DAD
SwEeTAhOy: ewwww
SwEeTAhOy: and my other uncle
LiPsOnFiRe19: omg.....this was a WEDDING anniversary????????
SwEeTAhOy: soooooo embarrasing
SwEeTAhOy: yes
SwEeTAhOy: my jaw dropped literally
SwEeTAhOy: this doode at our table walked away when the dancer was comiong towards him

and then doug congratulates me on making varsity tennis...i get a present too!!!!

Photoduck03: gotta throw steph in trashcan
LiPsOnFiRe19: WHY????????
LiPsOnFiRe19: WHAT may i ask....did i do THIS time?????
Photoduck03: you made varsity tennis
Photoduck03: its a congradulations present
Photoduck03: lol
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL.....a congratulatons present
LiPsOnFiRe19: i must say...that will be the best gift ever doug!
Photoduck03: of course =D
LiPsOnFiRe19: a trash can when i do something wrong and when i do something right
LiPsOnFiRe19: the luv just keeps on coming
Photoduck03: ohhh yes =D

see.....THAT is what big brothers are for. so i say my goodbyes to my friends and i go to bed...BEFORE 12....yeah, im trying to adjust myself for school. haha

LiPsOnFiRe19: nite nite
fobzrock 1 5: nit
LiPsOnFiRe19: nit...that's new
fobzrock 1 5: yp
fobzrock 1 5: knight
fobzrock 1 5: good knight
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL

Photoduck07: nigfht
Photoduck07: luv you
LiPsOnFiRe19: nigfht
LiPsOnFiRe19: that's new
LiPsOnFiRe19: lu just told me nit
LiPsOnFiRe19: now nigfht
LiPsOnFiRe19: i luv these new words
Photoduck07: lol oh yes

my vacation wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. on the way there we stopped at these rest areas that were SO secluded in the mountains. they were perfect places to get raped or murdered. so we get to our motel and i jaywalked across highway 101 a few times. why? cuz i was bored. haha. well also cuz there was this store across the street. so back at the hotel i flip on the television and guess what's on? TENNIS. haha, i can't escape it. damn, andy roddick serves fast. damn, andy roddick is so hot. hahahaha...yeah, u knew that was coming. so im bored at night and i call steph to see how tryouts went. and apparently keller has this plan for the lineup. and as part of the plan i am VARSITY SINGLES NUMBER FOUR. snazzy huh? after eight hours in the car, that was the best news i had all day. i was so excited, all my training over the summer paid off. so i had to call lu, told him to call kabilan, then called sarmad, and called ashley. i owe so much to my coach, kabilan...and of course the assistant coach, lu . u guys rock =D.

so back to my vacation. it was good to get away before school started. i had time to clear my thoughts and think some more. being out in the mountains and around nature helps to change ur perspective and opens ur mind to so many things. so while my parents thought i was bored out of my mind i was absorbed in my own thoughts. being out there, i felt so blessed by God. i have the coolest friends in the world that are always there for me. friends that are nice enough to help train me for tennis and are actually PROUD when i make varsity. i'm covp of interact, varsity tennis, i do well in school, i have snazzy friends, a super bf, and it seemed that i didnt' thank God nearly enough for giving me such a great life. so thank you God for totally blessing me.

i was so preoccupied with the coming school year and other things that i didnt' realize how much i had. after we took the sky trail higher up the mountain we were at this outlook place. i could see everything. and it looked so amazing. and being there, all my worries, stress, and other crap seemed insignificant. cuz being out there in God's creation i could think about the coming school year and all the shit that's been going on in my family and i felt calm. that stuff didn't really matter. i thought that up there i could sit and think about junior year and what i wanted to do, and when i did think about it, i didn't feel burdened or even the need to plan it all out.

so i let my mind wander. thought about tennis and school a whole lot....but i did so w/o feeling worried, apprenhensive, stressed or nething. and i thought....dang, im a junior. where did high school go? two years passed already. it went by so fast and then when i turn around again i'll be a senior. despite all the stress and how much i complained during the school year, i felt that these were definitely the best years ever. and then i thought that soon after i start school, peter's gonna be leaving for college. i thought about that a lot....felt kinda sad about it also. and other things circulated in my head....how it's gonna be when he leaves among other stuff.

i guess that vacation was good. i got a lot of things straightened out before school starts. and i got to climb trees =D. haha, i luv climbing trees. and i ate a scrumptious baked potato. yum! but it was good to get away from fremont. no internet connection for three days wasn't bad. i watched tennis (just like kabilan has been bugging me to do), did some hiking, and a whole lot of thinking. this was good thinking though. some of it was sad but i needed this time. sure, i could think at home. but in the mountains it's different. you feel closer to God and your thoughts dont overcrowd ur head. it was too bad i couldnt' see the stars though. it was too cloudy. which reminds me, it was soooooo cold up there that we had to turn on the heater in the motel. yeah, that cold.

out of the entire vacation only one event comes to mind where my dad is being totally dumb. i was in the car listening to my discman and my cd jumped. so im like "shoot". the same time i said shoot my dad pulled aside to this store on the mountain road, so he thought i was complaining about stopping. so we stop and he goes "i dont wanna hear that language again." im thinking oh crap, did i say shit instead of shoot? as im running the scenario through my head im like...no, im pretty sure i said shoot. im about to say something and my dad goes. "no, no, no. dont argue with me. i dont want to hear you say that again." i got so annoyed. im thinking wth....u cuss so much worse than i do. fu** comes out of ur mouth like every other sentence. i didnt' even say shit. holy crap. newho, out of three days though im surprised he didn't tick me off more. well this was a long entry. im out now.