homework is a freaking piece of shit that is a freaking pain in the ass and should be damned to freakin hell. grrrr....i have soooooooo much to do this week.

tuesday: game @whs vs. nmhs. i wont get home till 6:30

wednesday: pasteup day for journalism...i won't get home till 9:00pm. so that means i'm at school from seven freaking thirty am to 9 freaking pm.

thursday: hon chem test, ap us history test, first draft of english essay, game at msj high school.

soooooo much crap to do. soooo little time to do it. and omg, today practice was GRUELING. it was freaking HOT.....over ninety degrees. and we got worked like crazy since tomorrow is our first game. of the six courts we have we made stations at each court so that we didnt' different drills every fifteen minutes. dang, we did queen of the court, volleys, down the lines, overheads, crosscourts, and serves. shit, im screwed for tomorrow....my serves are gonna screw me over.

and lu and kabilan were being jackasses today. they kept on bringing up how i got bageled at castro valley. okay, i know i got bageled, they dont need to bring it up every freaking time they freaking see me. and yeah i know they're my coaches so i dont mind if they criticize me cuz that's helping me improve my game. but they're hella mean...going "wth...we trained u for the summer and this is what happens?" w/e....they were being hella dumb. so we got worked crazy hard this afternoon in the heat...and im sooooooooooo tired now. soooooo tired. i wanna collapse, but i can't....i've got SHIT LOADS of hw.

and today everyone in the entire school got our new schedules. lucky me, nothing changed.....but soooo many of my friends are out of my classes. but i guess good news precalc, history, chem, and english are hella smaller now.

neways.....if anyone wants to come to our game it's be much appreciated. we start at 3:30 at the tennis courts. it's a home game so cheer for us!!!! i'm feeling so apprehensive about this game. iono, i dont feel like i should be on varsity. i should be like jv. sigh...if only i could get my serves down =/. i'm feeling like CRAP now...tired, hot, and stressed. blegh.