so i was still in pysch today. at the beginnning of class i get a note to go see the counselor. im thinking...YES im getting my schedule change. but i get there and she gives me BACK my schedule change FORM. im like wth.....i read it and it says i need the journalism teacher's signature BEFORE i can transfer in. im thinking the freaking administration took one freaking week to tell me i needed a signature. they had my change form for MORE THAN A WEEK....and they give it back sayingi need a signature.....damn. hecka pissed me off. so i get the signature and turn the form BACK in again. grrrr.

so tennis was fun today. it was friday so we did tennis games.......we played for slurpies. unfortunately i didn't get any. o well. next time ill win =D. so iw as talking with steph and becky and we dont exactly feel we should be our positions. we look at ppl from our positions last year...and we're jsut thinking oh....yeah we shouldn't be here. so i guess im not really feeling worthy for varsity singles number four. sigh.

i went shoe shopping after dinner with my sis. found four shoes i liked. three of them didn't come in my size.....and the fourth one......i liked but not enough to pay 55 bucks for to buy. sooooo i decided i would buy the one i hecka liked online. and it turns out that they were actually cheaper. so im like YAY! but then just as im selecting the shoe size it turns out they only come in 8.5. wth. grrrrr

then im on aim talking to matthew and he said he's registering for SAT's . and it hits me CRAP im a junior now...i got to do some registering. i ahve three things to take: SAT I's, SAT II's, AP tests..and i gotta take them so that none of them collide with each other. i dont want the testing dates to conflict or have my studying time all scrunched together. so now i gotta figure this CRAP out.....and im already feeling like i can't take this. cuz i remembered that i gotta study for all o' this crud. which i haven't doen for like two or three weeks. sigh......i hope i get through this year.

neways....my dad has been acting like a real jack@$$ lately. he got this temporary job and since that (which has been tuesday) he thinks that he's suffering so much. he acts like he's going through hell at work and that it's the toughest shit anyone should have to face. so he coems home....complains like heck.....is REALLY irritated all the time. and it's starting to piss me off. such a jack@$$ ALL the time. daaaaaaaamn.

so it's been the first week of school. and i'm starting to feel junior year. all the crap i have to do. hw, tests, gianormous classes, interact, tennis, SAT's. i just gotta pray to GOD i can do all this. we got our first interact meeting coming up. so there's that to deal with. i gotta find out about registration for SAT's.....and i got other shit in my family to worry about....and it's starting to feel like a lot.....like iono if i can succeed in all of it. i need some sleep. nite