well i've just been xanga hopping and everyone is in some kind of depressed, frusturated, aggravated, i hate school kind of mood. i guess i feel like that too even though i may not put it in here. but like i guess i've learned to deal and look past that. like i should be in a crap mood right now cuz so much shit happened today and just lately but it's not getting me down....

i bull shitted my history test today, chem problem test i missed heck of, i have an 85 percent in chem, i got a C on my french quiz, i dont know what to write for my english essay, i lost three tennis games already, i haven't dont CRAP in journalism, i dont even KNOW how to write a news story, i dont understand math, i'm not seeing my bf for daaaays, my dad's joblessness is affecting the entire family, and i got other family problems going on. there are prolly people who have hecka more shit than that.

but like todya for some reason with ALL that going on, im in SUCH a good mood. like im ultra happy. life seems to be going great for me. and to all my friends, guys just take a step back and tackle each problem as it comes. dont' try to think too much, dont stress too much, and don't worry so much. just take life as it comes cuz life is much better when ur happy. i guess for me, taking that step back and putting everything in life in perspective helps me get through school. and for all y'all who have wallach, i know that the point of life isn't to be happy and soemtimes u just wanna be left alone to be sad. but dont stay like that for too long. and for me, i find it encouraging just knowing that God is by my side loving me, helping me, and guiding me through it all =D.

well neways.....in response to all that stuff that's happened to me lately. it's just something that i've grown accustomed to and soemthign that i learn to deal with. and like i read paula's xanga and she says "i have no choice but to suceed. failure isn't an option." that's so true. and i have an 85 percent in chem right now. i know that's not horrible but if this happend sophomore year at this time i'd be freaking out. i guess i've toughened up to life =D. taking things a day at a time makes everything easier. sure, i still stress and all. if i was happy all the time i'd have to shoot me. and sometimes i just WANT to be sad and depressed and left alone. but like today....today wasn't one of those days =P

so today i felt SO hyper. first time in a loooooong time. it started with steph bumping her face into lu's shoulder. and it continued into tennis where i got CRAZY. act like a bull! grunt! skip like dorothy! tennis yoga! anger management! hahaahah...i was high off of somethinng that day. me 'n steph where laughing so much during our match we weren't even playing. we were going loooopy. hahahaha. it felt good to do that today. just to let loose and act crazy. immature, yes. but we're all entitled to that once in awhile.

and omg, i cannot get this out of my head "fuck you too bitch, call the cops". when other ppl say it it's like oh, haha. but when LU says it... it's sooooooo hilarious. hahahahaha. he can say it to nething, it's so freaking funny. well my day has just been laughter all the way. i didn't do my journalism hw so i didn't turn that in...hmmm. i seem to be slacking off a little bit. i'll catch up soon though. it's the weekend now....SLEEP! yay!