stolen from chen...i usually don't do these, but i'm trying to put off studying for english. haha

Random...
1. Like your name?: yes
2. Were you named after anyone?: no
3. Do you wish on stars?: shooting stars
4. Which finger is your favorite?: middle finger, it's very useful. haha, j/k
5. When did you last cry?: not for a while
6. Do you like your handwriting?: no (omg, chen put no. dude, her handwriting is soo neat it looks like it came off the computer)
7. Who do you admire: Jesus
8. What is the #1 priority in your life?: God
9. What is your favorite lunchmeat?: Turkey
10. Any bad habits?: trying to do too much at once
11. What is your favorite animal?: stuffed animals
12. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?: of course
13. Are you a daredevil? no, im an impossibly boring and dull person. i watch grass grow =P
14. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?: no
15. Have you ever stolen anything? yes
16. Do looks matter? no...but if ur fortunate like michael vartan to have good lucks, then props =D
17. Have you ever miss used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: it's misused, not miss used.....this survey is retarded
18. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: yes, like that one episode on charmed
19. Do fish have feelings?: of course! FINDING NEMO!!!!!
20. Are you trendy?: somewhat
21. How do you release anger?: tennis
22. Where is your second home? the dumpster behind mcdonalds
23. Do you trust others easily?: yes
24. What was your favorite toy as a child?: legos
25. What class in school do you think is useless? French
26. Do you like sappy love songs?: no
27. Have you ever been on radio or television? no
28. Do you have a journal?: online journal
29. Do you use sarcasm a lot? yes
30. Have you ever been in another country? yes
31. What do you look for in a guy/girl? one requirement: sense of humor
32. What is/are your nickname(s)?: queen stephanie....hahaha, i wish.
33. Would you bungee jump?: yes
34. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: no....my dad does though, but he does many pointless things also
35. What are you worried about right now?: english test tomorrow
36. Do you ever wear overalls?:back in the day
37. Do you think you are strong?: no
38. What's your least favorite thing in the world?: hypocrites
39. How many wisdom teeth do you have? um.....i dont think mine have come yet
40. What would you change about yourself?: nothing....God made me the way i am for a reason
41. Who are the people you care most about? friends, family

so freaked out about english test. im going to study my ass off now.

grrr....im SOOO mad. i didn't win my tennis game against kennedy. i didn't lose either. it was stupid default match. cuz it got too dark. damn daylight savings. it sucks. i played the same girl as last time. last time i won her 6-2, 6-1. THIS time the first set was 6-6, tiebreaker i won 7-5. second set was 5-5 then it got so dark i couldn't see. im soooo mad. cuz i should've won when it was 5-4, but it was her serve and i couldn't see the dang ball. i didnt' see it till it was RIGHT in front of my face and that doesn't help. even my friends watching by the fence couldn't see the ball. we need night-vision goggles or glow in the dark tennis balls. rawrg.

i would've preferred losing to default. default is so horrible. my last game and it was DEFAULT. rawrg. i could stab something now. (note: i said someTHING not someONE. those anger management classes are working. haha, j/k).

i just told my mom that Boston was in Philadelphia. Philadelphia isn't even a state. that was stupid, as paula so lovingly pointed out =P. i feel like im doing so bad in school. i dont know why. none of my grades have dropped....yet. just waiting till friday for the english quarter test. wow.....so scared. anyways. it's time for chem!!!! (just trying to get myself psyched up...)

highlight of my day: ryan told me in the middle of journalism taht he had to go number two really badly. i was like wth?!?!? that's a pretty sad highlight.

i totally forgot to mention i found an alias calender at the calendershop in sf on monday. it was sooooo spiffy. each month had a different person on it from alias and it had all their stats in the show. it was really cool. im going to refrain from mentioning his name, but i think the month of april was the best =D. any guesses whose picture was on the month of april? haha. but anyways, i wanted it sooooooooooo badly but i didn't get it cuz it was expensive. didn't wanna pay 14 dollars for a calender. but i HAVE to have it....but i won't get it. does that make sense?

www.thehungersite.com

people die from starvation every day. go to that site above once a day, and click on the yellow button to help save lives. it only takes one click. visit the site and click please! =D

i hate my dad. he's such a fucking jackass. he pisses the hell out of me. i dont know what his problem is, but he needs to fix it. i feel like punching him.

game today against ihs at whs. our school lost, and i lost too. i lost 2-6, 1-6. my score is so pathetic. i dont really care though. i didnt' even want to win, and after i lost i didnt' wish i won. im still upset i lost cuz it would've been nice to win. i couldn't have won her 6-2, 6-1 but at least i could've lost with some dignity at 4-6 or tiebreaker. i just flat out lost pathetically.

so after my game i was sitting there watching games, and kind of dazing out. but i wasn't really sulking cuz of my game. i just got to thinking about other things. i miss so many people (bf included). i haven't see so many of my friends for such a long time. i haven't talked to some of my closest friends for a long time either. i was sitting there staring out into space, and i felt so alone. it's like i have a lot of friends, but i don't have any really close friends...it's like i don't have friends i can go to whenever wherever for anything and everything. everyone kept on coming up to me and telling me "it's okay you lost, don't worry." i felt like screaming at everyone and telling them i wasn't mad that i lost.

the pretty good friends i have also have their own little groupie that they belong to and that they're close with. i feel so lonely and without friends. i've been pretty happy this year, but that doesn't seem real. it seems like i'm always trying to look happy for everyone. everyone's been stressed and breaking down this year, and i guess i've been trying to be brave and happy for everyone.

i've got a game on wednesday against kennedy. don't really care if i win or lose. there are more important things than tennis and there are more important things than school....like God, which i've been ignoring for a long time. my priorities are all out of whack. everyone thinks that i've got such a firm handle on life, school, and extra activities....and i do have control over all that, but that's not what matters. i've been drifiting away from Jesus and Christianity alltogether, and now i feel so lost and alone.

my family didn't do halloween decorations this year. it's not the fact that i miss the deocrations, but what the decorations meant. the mood in this house has totally changed from last year. it's not like i want my house to be bedecked with orange and black and spooky things...i just want the mood that went into putting up the decorations back. so much has changed......

field trip to sfmoma today.....museum of modern art. hung out with reed, jean, yang, and nimi. it was pretty fun. we had a good time. the marc chegal exhibit was pretty cool. i don't look at art much so this was interesting. i really loved The Apparition, The Green Eye, Acrobats in the Night, and Around Her. after that, we checked out this photography exhibit by Diane Arbus. whole exhibit was black and white photographs. the photos were depresssing, but they were really good. i found out from wallach later on that the photographer comitted suicide.....it was totally shown in her work. i felt like i could look at those paintings and photographs forever.

we went to the SF shopping center after the art museum. we walked into abercrombie and fitch. the models in there are modeling nakedness for a clothing store. it's so retarded. they're supposed to advertise clothes when they're not wearing any. the models may be hot, but they need to put their talents to non-clothign stores.

oh yeah, there was a really good quote on the wall of the diane arbus exhibit. it said: Nothing is ever the same as they said it was. It's what I've never seen before that I recognize.

fall leadership conference (flc) today. it was pretty fun. it was better last time since whs was the host school. but it was still cool this time. i learned a lot more this time, that's for sure. i actually went to ALL the meetings and we got all these snazzy project ideas. some of the members thought it was heck of boring, with the exception of jean. i guess i understand why..cuz they're not really involved in interact so a leadership conference where u learn about interact wouldnt' be really fun for them. oh well, i thought it was cool.

the day started with speeches by a bunch of rotary people. dr. king gives the best speeches. they're never dull or boring, and they're totally inspirational. he said some really good stuff. like how to get where we are we had to start where we were, so we all have to start somewhere. and he talked about leadership. he said things like not being afraid of failure because the great leaders of our time failed many times before they got where they were. and also how there's a lot of room at the top, but the mediocre and the average is crowded. all that stuff was really inspirational....i think im gonna run for area rep next year. i mean if i fail it's ok....as long as i tried =D

jean kept on glancing at HB...hahaha, i kept on seeing her looking over her shoulder and staring. hahaha, it was funny. nothing wrong with it, but it was funny. by the end of the day i was really tired and i got really crazy. it wasn't like i was hyper.....but i was so tired i just kept on laughing at everythign.....i was going crazy. in the car i kept on singing dory's "just keep swimming" song from finding nemo. then in fremont i was yelling it in the car and the windows were open. me and jean were laughing heck of hard. it's like i was drunk. hahaha

oo! and i saw laura!!!!! yay! i hadn't seen her for sooooooo long. it was good to see her again. saw jared also...that was really unexpected but good =D. oh and i tripped in a ditch two times today, and i tripped over a tree root. and each time i tripped, whoever i was with laughed at me. *ahemlauraanddeepa*

met one new person today. someone named gerardo from nmhs. hahaha, he thought i was crazy cuz after he told me his name im like "oh! u work at hot dog on a stick!" cuz that's what tracy told me. he was like wth, how'd u know? haha, im a loser, i told him i was psychic like that raven girl from "that's so raven" on the disney channel. he was heck of tired at the end of the day also. i turned around once and i saw him sitting there with his eyes closed chewing his gum. either he was REALLY tired, or that was REALLY good gum. hahaha. see? i was going heck of crazy at the end of the day, laughing at freaking everything.

then his girl from nmhs made me feel heck of guilty. cuz i threw this piece of paper on the bleachers and i started to walk away and she was all "you're in interact at a conference and ur littering??!?!?" im like oh.......so i picked up the paper and stuck it in my folder. she was joking but she was giving me this piercing look.....hahaha.

im so tired now....french field trip tomorrow. dont feel like going anymore, but then reed would kill me if i didn't go. hw time.....laterz

i just saw the texas chainsaw massacre with my sister tonight. holy shit that movie scared the crap out of me. it was heeeck of scary and in addition to that it was really gory also. body parts flying, holes through heads....that stuff. it was a really good movie though. hecka funny, at the end this woman in the front stood up and she's all "i know i ain't going there". hahahaha. the movie was funny in the beginning, then i stopped laughing and started shaking. yeah it was that scary.

let's see....friday......we played logan. what a bunch of biznatches. marie was sick so i got teamed up with emily for varsity doubles number one. we lost 4-6, 1-6. im a horrible doubles player. i forget there's soemone at the net and i keep hitting it to that person. stupid me, im stuck in singles land. and i suck at volleying....grawrg, kinda my fault we lost. oh well. so dimple played the bitch i played last time. she was YELLING at dimple. i thought she didn't like me cuz i was winning while we were playing but it looks like the second she gets on teh courts she becomes a bitch. man i wanted to sock her face. and dimple is really shy and quiet so she didn't do anything.

and their coach was yelling at lila......im like damn, she's not even ur player. so me and steph c. made up a cheer for logan. our team cheer ends with H, H, U, H-U-S-K-I-E-S, GOOOOOO HUSKIES! so me and steph said "B, B, I, B--I-T-C-H, WHOSE THAT? LOGAN!!!!!!!!" i know.....it's really mean and it doens't apply to all girls there, just that bitch i played last time. aaaaanyways.

tomorrow is fall leadership conference. gonna be so much fun! yay!!! and now i go to work on my essay.......blegh. later.....

If i was a serial killer i would be Jeffrey Dahmer.

The psycho killer of the 90's, Jeffery dahmer abducted, drugged, sodomized, tortured, murdered and devoured his young male victims one at a time. After receiving calls of a rancid stench emanating from dahmers apartment, investigators found the decomposing remains of over 12 young men.



Dahmer would drug his victims, then proceed to drill a hole in their head, inserting acid into the brain, keeping the body alive but killing all other functions. he called them his "sex zombies". After the body would die, he would then proceed to mutilate and pose the body, taking pictures, and cooking and eating what was left over.



Kill count: 12-13

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my day was okay today. it could've been better. something was bothering me and i dont even know what it was. it wasn't any specific thing that my day kind of crappy. i just didn't feel all in a good mood and stuff.

i could've done better on my chem test today. i know i made a whole bunch of mistakes already. that heck of upset me, but that didn't put me in a bad mood. and we're having some interact "government" problem stuff, and some stuff to do with the club. that heck of frusturated me, but still not why im feeling kind of low. and then my english essay is being rewritten for the seventh time on the third topic. but that's not what's getting to me either. i can't figure it out.....

oo, i have to mention this....we had a guest speaker came to whs. he talked about how his wife and daughter died from AIDS...it was pretty sad. he was a really good speaker though. i planned on gonig in there and studying for chem, but i couldn't stop listening. the ENTIRE school was in the gym, it was freaking quiet when he was talking about how he had to watch his daughter hooked up to breathign devices and stuff. it was deadly quiet. sad story.....

anyways. iono why im feeling so low today. and i dont even feel stressed. i've adjusted to work and being busy so well that i haven't felt stressed all year. i've just felt busy. the stress is something i've learend to handle so well already it's not something i really notice.

i guess it's like im so SICK of studying and working like a freaking machine. studying can be so monotonous and frusturating and yet i still study. cuz i know if i don't then there goes my grade. and no matter how much i say grades are not the most important thing they still matter to me, and i can't make myself stop caring or stop studying. so even though im tired of studying it's like i won't let myself stop. im not paranoid that my life will be over if i dont get straight A's, it's just something i do for myself. something to work for and be proud of i guess.

but recently it seems so useless. to get good grades and stuff. and when i stop studying a bit and see how my grade drops that makes me feel crappy cuz i didn't try. curse of being an honors student i guess =P. and im so confused right now. i dont' even know what im doing. im just going through daily routines....im reminded of the play "our town" right now. how they all went through their life not really realizing they were living.

oh and speaking of how im an honors student, i freakign HATE it when teachers says "you should know this, ur an honors class." blah blah blah. we're not freaking geniuses....damn.

english was very interesting today. we were talking about how being happy isn't the point of life and mr. wallach told us "anyone who has told me that being happy is the point of life, i tell them to go do drugs. because if all life is about is beign happy just stay high 24/7 and you'll be happy." the entire class was heck of laughing. and afterwards i thought that it's so true. life isn't about being happy.

well aaanyways. tomorrow is FINALLY friday. this has been the SLOWEST week ever. my goodness. our new tennis schedule screwed me over. i got all my days mixed up. this was a long entry. i feel so tired today. not like a "im so exhausted from school and sports" kind of tired. but just a sort of tired of everything. tired of going through motions each day when i dont even know what im doing. this entry is turning into an essay. haha, later.

i won against ahs!!!!! yay!!!!! 0-6, 6-1, 6-2. yeah, i split again, but THIS time there weren't any annoying ahs girls SINGING through the fence. those scores are heck of weird though....i got bageled, then i almost bageled her. yeeeeeah. well, w/e at least i won =D. but sad part, whs lost 1-6. i was the only varsity that one. so that sucked. anyways, chem test tomorrow. im tired as heck, and look what matthew started:

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arsenic sulfur holmium
flourine uranium carbon potassium
boron iodine technetium hydrogen ( by lu)
carbon oxygen carbon potassium
phosphorus uranium sulfer sulfer yttrium
iUqiddis 03: pg-13 rating
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EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: what are the element symbols for that....
EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: ??
LiPsOnFiRe19: iono
LiPsOnFiRe19: F something
EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: FAg
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LiPsOnFiRe19: WTH?!?!?
LiPsOnFiRe19: omg....ur such a nerd
EyE AmNuMbEr OnE: you're the 20th person today who's called me that..
LiPsOnFiRe19: no u really are
LiPsOnFiRe19: u just said f*ck you to me in chemical symbols
LiPsOnFiRe19: dont tell me that isn't nerdy


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ooooohh my goodness. my dad just scared teh SHIT out of me. my house is completely quiet cuz my parents are sleeping and im the only one awake. so im in my room at my desk and i hear this noise. but houses creak sometimes so i ignore it. then i hear this whispering sound and im like wth?!?!?!? i hear it again so i slowly turn around to face the door to my bedroom and i see my dad there and he's trying to get my attentinon. but his presence was so unexcpected. i kinda turned around and stared at him for about two seconds before i jumped in my chair. it was a really slow reaction. cuz when i turned around he wasn't talking. then two seconds later he calls my name that scared the SHIT out of me....holy crap. my heart was beating like crazy. dang, it's been a scary week. hahaha.

we played msj today. yeah, we all knew what that meant....we were gonna get creeeeeeamed. and well we did. i think whs lost 1-6. jo won a game cuz her opponent forfeited. she got cramps in her ankles so she couldn't walk. aaaanyways. so that's bad news our school lost. more bad news, i lost. good news i didn't get bageled. even better news our games were really close....they were nearly all deuces or 30-40. and better news than that our sets were really close. conclusion: i played a very good match =D yay!!!!! so i lost 3-6, 6-6 <--tiebreaker: 2-7.

now for playing against an msj girl i am VERY happy. but i still wish i won. dang, if i beat mission i would've been sooo happy, i'd be doing jumping jacks! hahaha. but neways. her serves were crazy fast. the game was good also...no lobbing, dropping crap that went on with the logan girl. and even though i lost, this was the best game i played so far all season. true, my scores were closer against ahs and jlhs but this girl was pretty good and we played a tough match so i felt snazzy =D. hahaha.

that was basically the highlight of my day......oo!!! in english. we were reading this article about flapper girls from the 20's and at the beginning of the article it said "to make love" meant "to sweet talk" back in the 20's. so someone was reading the article aloud and one of the sentences said "...make love to your daughter." the entire class started CRACKING up. it was soooooo hilarious. yeah, we're an intelligent honors class =P

it's been a busy past two days...so only read this if ur booooored.

Friday: i was supposed to work at POE with jenn but we didn't wanna go since we had PSAT's the next morning and i had a tennis bbq. so we called and cancelled. i said i had a "fever", jenn had "family emergency". tennis bbq was heck of fun. ruthann was going camera crazy. people were watching saturday night live....and i dunno, i dont find that show funny. i just thought it was kinda retarded..oh well. we also watched the sweetest thing. some parts were heeeeck of funny but overall it was kinda crappy. and urshila was being really strange. she was going michael vartan crazy. MVP=michale vartan people/michael vartan's pretty. hahahaha, that last one she made up was funny. OR.....DMV=dreamy michael vartan. hahahahaha, that girl cracks me up.

then at night i didn't wanna stay home so i went with my sis and her bf (brad) to POE to get scared. dang, that was heeeck of scary. haha, we made brad go first. in candlelighters in the hub, i get sort of scared like i jump and stuff. but i was straight up screaming on friday. hahahaha, my sister was worse though. this one dude was following her and she got heck of freaked. hhahahaha

Saturday: started with PSAT's in the morning. it got harder....it's not supposed to do that. i think im a bit screwed for the real SAT's in december. eh, i don't really care though. as long as i can get at least 1300 im good. before going to work at the haunted house in the hub i dropped by michelle's party and gave her her toy. it's sooooooo cute what she's doing for her bday. she asked her friends to donate a toy for a boy/girl instead of buying her presents, and she's gonna give it to charity. i think that is the ultimate coolest thing to do. so i got snazzy legos =D.

candlelighters....fun fun!!!!! i was a good fairy with ash and this girl jessica. i had soooooooooo much glitter on. but my costume was really snazzy, especially my wand =D. i got bored in the middle of the night and i started singing "i got the magic stick" with my pimp wand. hahahaha. everytime i led the kids throuhg i made fun of scott and his fake fire. (he was a blacksmith). cuz other people going through were telling him his fire was so fake. so i started telling him it sucked also. hahahaha, apparently he's gonna burn down my house now. it was funny though...he's so protective of it. but i dont think i should've gotten manhandled just for making fun of his fire which WAS pretty dinky. oh, and i also visited jenn, wendy, and steven at the booths. jenn said i looked freaky...thaaaanks jenn =P

when the crowd died down and we were getting close to closing i went through the house cuz i wanted to get scared. it didn't work though since i already went through so many times.....EXCEPT this one part scared the freaking shit out of me. i passed by the second girl from the entrance and i was all "scare me please!" but she didn't say her line, so i moved on. then she pressed this button and there was this noise and a burst of wind hit me on my side. and i freaking screamed and jumped back like five feet. hahahaha.

and that's not even the sad part. i went through again and i was leaning on the railing talking to the same girl. she pressed the button AGAIN. but this time i was leaning on the hole where the air comes out of. so i felt all this air on my stomach and it heeeeck of scared me cuz i was RIGHT over the hole. i screamed soooo loud. dang, two times in a row. the third time she didn't get me though. hahaha, i think i went through the house about three times forward, and one time backwards. hahahaha.

anyways, being a good fairy was pretty cool. it's so much fun to talk to the kids and stuff. there are sooooo many cute kids. i was leading the good fairy line, and the little girl behind me was all "can i hold ur hand?" she was sooo adorable. she had the bluest eyes ever and she had these gorgeous little curls. me and ash were saying how all these cute kids were gonna be heartbreakers in high school. i dunno why i like kids so much. i guess that they're so young and innocent they dont know anything about the world yet, they're just kids. they don't have to deal with life yet. they always look up to you and they don't judge you. and it's like everything is new and exciting to them. i would love to be a kid again =D.

it seems i've been getting scared A LOT this week. not only the haunted houses, but earlier this week i was walking into the E-building and patrick was in a corner behind the door. dang, he scared the living daylights out of me. all i did was turn around and he kinda jumped out and said something. i dont even think he meant to scare me, but i jumped back like ten feet and i was hugging the wall. i thought my heart had popped out. hahaha. wellz, it's been a buuuuusy weekend. i'm spending today doing hw. fun......

today was a super cool day. french was funny..as usual. i don't remember a day when we didn't laugh in that class. neways, we were rehearsing a scene from Cyrano de Bergerac. and it got really boring. so we decided to say our lines in slow motion. pretty funny. but it got funnier when reed said fast forward and andrew was saying his line at like warp speed in a REALLY high pitched voice. soo hilarious. me and priya almost died from laughing.

after school things got super good. cuz i won my tennis game =D. yay!!!!!!!!! 6-4, 6-2. so happy! victory is sweet. it feels so good to win. sooo good. but nmhs has a really weird lineup. like i dont understand it at all. cuz the girl i played LAST time played margaret THIS time. so she went from singles number four to singles number one. i guess they stacked last time.....it was weird. and the girl i played was dropping the ball like crazy. rawrg, didn't like that. but it's all good cuz i won and everything =D.

PETER T. IS THE BESTLIEST!!!!!!!!!!. i got home today and i had a letter with a FAT check in it for the wheelchair foundation from the best guy in the world. and i was soooooooooo happy. that totally made my day. im so super happy now. cuz i have 150 dollars...well i WILL really soon, and that's enough for two wheelchairs. that just makes me sooooooooooo happy =D. u always feel good when ur doing something to help out the world.

this is so freaking funny. i was laughing sooooooo hard. man, sarmad and lu crack me up. click and enjoy! well, since u can't click.....copy and paste and enjoy. haha

http://www.geocities.com/sarmadsiddiqui/

i swear, sometimes my parents bug the heck out of me. my mom thought that i was treasurer of interact which is REALLY weird, since she KNOWS i got demoted from prez to vp. and when i told her i wasn't treasurer, she's like "oh?" looking very disinterested. whatever, they'll never take an interest in interact so why try....

anyways, chem was very interesting. vyechi was picking lint off of my fleece with chopsticks. haha. i started to look at vyechi's pencil pouch. it's soooo cool. cuz she has the coolest stuff. she has COLORED lead. it's not a colored pencil...but it's eraseable colored lead. i find that so amazing. oo and she has this one pink highliter that smells sooooooooooooooo good. it smells like strawberry. veech thinks i was getting heck of high off of it, but i can't help it, it smelled REALLY good.

aside from labs that's all i can find to entertain myself in chem. cuz raymond is a CRAPPY teacher. my sis can go in that class and teach us better than her. and she keeps on saying "oh, your honors kids, i shouldn't need to explain everything. u should be able to figure this out." well, we're only as smart as the people that teach us. goodness.

i was having a teeth obsession in french. cuz i just noticed that reed has HECK OF white teeth. like rreeeally white. and i was so amazed and impressed cuz i have an obsession with white teeth. i can't stand not having clean teeth. and reed's teeth were heck of cool. then i noticed sam's teeth. hers were sooooo straight i was liek wow....hahaha.

tennis.....blegh, dont wanna talk about that. im doing so horribly bad. and i have a game tomorrow. erks! i just need sleep. this week has been busy and it's about to get busier. i wont even have time over the weekend to rest. gosh, so tiiiiired. but good news i've gotten SO many donations for the wheelchair foundation. ASHLEY ROX MY SOX because she donate TWENTY bucks to the foundation. and i think that is totally awesome. thanks to reed and amina also who donated. this is snazzy. 38 more dollars and i'll have enough for one wheelchair. very cool. if anyone wants to contribute catch me at school. the money goes to SUCH a good cause so have a heart and help buy a kid a wheelchair!

today was a very frusturating day. i decided to talk to wallach about my english test after school. i wanted to see what i did wrong and how to do better. it turns out he docked MAJOR points for getting the author wrong. MAJOR POINTS. like HUMUNGOUS big points. he said that there was nothing wrong with my writing and i scored the maximum points that i could on the writing. but he took off like four points for getting the author one. so IF i had gotten the authors write my cumulative score would've been 39 or 40. dang, i felt SO STUPID and stupid and stupid and stupid. grawg. i wrote perfectly good essays but i got a C for matching up the stories wrong. grrr. stupid me. the upside is that i know there's nothing wrong with my writing cuz he said to keep writing like i am. i GUESS that's a good thing.

wallach is very interesting though. he was telling us how his wife is visiting her family, and she's been gone for like a week. so tonight he's cleaning up the entire house. hahaha. and he's telling our class how on the first day she left he killed her favorite plants. hahahaha.

oh and math was very frusturating. we got our tests back....HALF a freaking point away from an A. dagnabit. (hahaha, i got that word from alan). and we had a pop quiz today i was NOT ready for. so THAT'S not an A. if im lucky it's a B. grawg, i just dont want a C. my goodness. i was on an A streak. i had the highest grade in the class, now i think im starting a B streak. rawrg that sucks.

and my goodness tennis went soooooooo badly. i swear i forgot to play. sometimes i wonder WHY THE HECK AM I VARSITY SINGLES NUMBER FOUR?!?!?!?!!???! i just couldn't play today. it was so bad. i swear i forgot how to play. AND i forgot how to serve. grrrrr. that happened in a game before. especially when im in the middle of the second set and it's my serve. and i forget how to serve. i know that's weird but i totally forget the form. grrrr and today i was playing so badly. i dunno what im gonna do on thursday. i CANNOT lose to freaking nmhs again.

neways....there are five michael vartan fans on our tennis team =D. before it was me, kat, and urshila. and yesterday i found out KELLER is a fan also. hahahaha. yeah, she watches alias and she may not be as obsessed about vaughn like me 'n urshila but she luvs him too. hahaha. oo and deepa is an alias watcher also =D. i think we have enough for a support group now. hahaha. when me 'n urshila are running lines we tell each other to think that vaughn is at the end so we'll run to him. hahaha. and then we got to wondering what we'd do if we ever met him.......i think i would be speechless....hahaha.

i was telling sandeep this the other day and he was freaking out cuz michelle luvs michael vartan like i do and she tells him the same stuff. hahaha, he started running away from me =P.

keller was being heck of weird today at practice. she was singing this song from sesame street. and it was cracking me and margaret up. i was laughing so hard my face and stomach hurt. the song went something like "there were ten bears in a bed, the little one said 'it's crowded'. they all rolled over and one fell off..." and the song goes on from 9 then 8, 7, 6, etc. so hilarious. i need to get the exact lyrics for that. hahaha

keller isn't the only weird one...the other night paula was being HECK of weird....i think it was her medication. but neways, all she could talk about were the shirts she was designing for interact

LiPsOnFiRe19: u are addicted to this website
LiPsOnFiRe19: i think i need to cut u off
CrZy1aNgELx: hahaa
CrZy1aNgELx: hey if u do that
CrZy1aNgELx: i might die
CrZy1aNgELx: b/c if im not on the website
CrZy1aNgELx: im out on the streets
CrZy1aNgELx: prostituting with my spiffy boots
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahahahahhah
LiPsOnFiRe19: is this all u live for?
CrZy1aNgELx: prostituting and going to designahirt.com
CrZy1aNgELx: yeah pretty much
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahaha
CrZy1aNgELx: LOL
CrZy1aNgELx: u know

CrZy1aNgELx: u know
CrZy1aNgELx: if u take out the r in designashirt
CrZy1aNgELx: its designashit
LiPsOnFiRe19: HAHAHAHHAAHHA
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL!!!!!
LiPsOnFiRe19: u are heck of weird

design a shit.....now THAT is interesting. hahahaha. neways, here's paula's latest creation
http://www.designashirt.com/design.asp?design=15596

so i was in the car with my mom the other day and i noticed that she hadn't asked me aobut my grades lately. so i decided to see what she would say if i told her. so i told her i had an A in all my classes but two. and she's like "oh, okay, what classes?" her reaction was so mild so im like "chemistry and english." she says, "english? really? how'd that happen? cuz my mom knows that english is my strong subject. im like "oh iono, i have an 88 though." and here's the werid part. she heck of freaked. she was like "WHAT?!?!?!!??! that's too far behind. u have to pick that up soon!!!!". now here's what im thinking "i told you i had a B and u were okay with it, but then i tell you i have an 88 and u freak." now i didn't get that since an 88 is a HIGH B. w/e i couldnt' understand it so i just shut up. weird.....

me 'n paula were having fun designing tshirts last night for interact =D. go to www.designashirt.com to make a super snazzy shirt for whs interact. we reeeeally want them before the leadership conference which is like in two weeks......hmm i dont think that's possible though. oh well help us neways! here are the designs we have so far:

http://www.designashirt.com/design.asp?design=15427

www.designashirt.com/design.asp?design=15441

www.designashirt.com/design.asp?design=15442

hahaha.....i luv that website. neways, yesterday in french we continued watcing Cyrano. there's like johnny depp and mr. bean look alikes in that movie. me 'n reed swear it's them even though it's a french movie. hahaha. we laugh at that movie so much....whenever the ppl in there kiss they like ENGULF each other's mouths and the guy is like EATING that girls chin. they're mad kissers. hahahahaha....and their mouths WRAP around the other person's nose. it's so hilarious.

aaaanyways. i found out from ryan that the other sports editor christopher revay doesn't like me.....i was like whaaaaaaa. cuz i told ryan i didn't like chris, and i have good reason to. he was like on my damn case about getting the water polo article finished. cuz since i had tennis i had soem problems with getting the info.....but the point is in the end i got it done. and chris was having a freaking cow. he thinks that i beleive just cuz i have tennis i can weasel out of doing the articles. which is why he was BUGGING me about making it all long and stuff. and even though i DID have problems with doing it and would have preferred that someone else was assigned it, the point is i got it DONE and it was a heck of a lot longer than this guy who did the tennis article.

ryan hates that guy's guts and counted the words....it turned out to be lke 63 words. and stupid chris was on my case when the tennis article was heeeeella short. i didnt' even go to the games and i came up with a good sized article. grrrrr. oh, and what pissed me off more was that the guy who did the 60 word tennis article got his name in there and i dont even have my name under the water polo one. i guess i dont mind that much, but chris is such a jackhole. reed doesn't like him either. in reed's words "he thinks he's all that and a bag of chips, but he's not". hhaha, so true....he thinks that since he's sport editor he's going through so much trauma and stress and he acts like a supreme dictator......that jackhole.

my voice is more or less back. it's still a little raspy but not too bad. i was heck of hyper last night......then i kind of lost it when i saw my english grade online. rawrg. i got a C on the english test. and i know it's the first english test and it takes awhile to get accustomed to writing essay tests in a new class, but i still feel upset. soph year i got a C on perlman's first test but ended up with an A both semesters, andi did heck of good in that class. i guess this year could turn out the same. after all it's only the first test. but the difference is....last year i KNEW i did bad, but this year i THOUGHT i did pretty good.......OBVIOUSLY i didn't. grrrrrr.

and i know grades aren't everything. i think out of all my friends i know that the most since i dont really care about my SAT score and stuff. i'm aiming for an A in chem but if i dont get it i wont be that upset....but i guess english is different. it's something that i really WANT to get an A in for myself. it's the one subject im actually good at, and i wanna show it with an A. so i was feeling kind of "blah" last night. paula made me feel better.....thanks dear =D. and she gave me that tshirt designing sight.....it's relaxing =D. im gonan design some more now......

lu's reason for why whs tennis team isn't donig that well this year. i thought it was cuz we're all new varsity players, but lu thought otherwise.......

fobzrock 1 5: i know y we are losing
fobzrock 1 5: itz simple
fobzrock 1 5: lack of
fobzrock 1 5: strong looking people
LiPsOnFiRe19: strong looking.....
LiPsOnFiRe19: wth?!?!?!?
fobzrock 1 5: yea
fobzrock 1 5: when u have strong looking people on the team
fobzrock 1 5: it helps
fobzrock 1 5: mayur lowers the opponents' self esteem
fobzrock 1 5: that helps a lot
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL
LiPsOnFiRe19: mayur
fobzrock 1 5: u need
fobzrock 1 5: people like sarmad
fobzrock 1 5: and
fobzrock 1 5: sulayman
fobzrock 1 5: they are terrorist look alikes
LiPsOnFiRe19: hahahahahahah
LiPsOnFiRe19: LOL!!!!!!!!
LiPsOnFiRe19: that's kinda racist
LiPsOnFiRe19: lol
fobzrock 1 5: not realli

hahahaha.....THAT was really a first. but, we're gonna kick ass next year since practically our whole varsity lineup will be returning varsity players =D

i know i haven't said anything about the recent recall and the instating of schwarznegger as governor, cuz everyone has made a comment about that in their blogs or xangas or w/e. but im just so disgusted with the recall and especially the fact that the terminator guy won, i have nothing much to say about this. California is a laughing stock among the other states in the nation. it's crazy dumb.

i stephanie wu, of a varsity four singles standing WON against kennedy 6-2, 6-1. hahaha....sooo happy i didn't split =D.

despite the fact that my voice is WORSE (i was talking in barely a whisper today) i had a super great day!!! my tennis victory contributed to that =D. anyways i still sound like a person that had a sex change...sandeep's words not mine. precalc there was a HUGE bug on me....i have NO freaking clue how it got there. but it was resting on my pant leg. i think it was bee. it was like this big l----------------l. that is a BIG bug to be on my leg. oh and i sat behind david and he was wearing a snazzy shirt that said dragonball.....the people on there had GLITTERY eyes =D.

we did a lab in chemistry with nuts and bolts. heeecka funny.
cameron: grab my nuts right now hannah
hannah: are u sure u want me to grab ur nuts?
c: yes, grab them right now
h: u won't get mad if i grab ur nuts?
c: no. i want u to grab 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 of my nuts. grab them all
alex: wow...that's a lot of nuts

me and jo were CRACKING up....tables around us were hecka staring. i think jason had a MAJOR laugh attack. then cameron calls hannah fat and hannah says HECKA loud "i'm gonna rip ur balls off!!!!!!" i swear, the ENTIRE class looks up from their work and EVERYONE is like staring at our table. dude, i was laughing so hard i couldn't stand. then mrs. raymond comes over and she's like "it's amazing how u guys can turn such an innocent lab into the most perverted thing". then cameron goes "you know hannah if u wanna take my nuts so badly u can come to water polo practice and see them". mrs raymond said that was too graphic for her and she left. hahahahahaha.

then in journalism ryan randomly said "why do guys fart more than girls?"
me: no they don't....they fart the same as girls
ryan: no seriously guys fart A LOT more. why is that?
jenn: no really they dont......we all fart the same
me: yeah, guys just say when they fart and girls dont.....so it SEEMS like guys fart more
ryan: guys DO fart more......see i just farted now
me: well u TOLD me u farted.....but really guys dont fart more
ryan: YEAH THEY DO.....look im gonna fart again really soon.
me and jenn are like burying our heads in laughter
jenn: WHY are u telling us?
ryan: cuz im trying to make a point here. another fart is coming, but im gonna hold this one in
me: that is just excessive farting
ryan: so do u girls take like hecka big craps or something cuz u hold ur farts in?

we ended the convo there......that was too much for me and jenn. we were laughing soooo hard. that was really interesting. and i swear.....guys do NOT fart more than girls....it's just ryan. hahahahhahaha. well i had a laughter filled day. it was really silent laughter though. when i laugh now i sound so retarded cuz of my voice. dang, even mr. clevenger was making fun of my voice...WHAT IS THAT?!?!?!!? i got TEACHERS laughing at me. anyways, im off to drink some chicken soup =D

got home at 8:20 today cuz of paste up for journalism. today was the last day we had to put the newspaper together. the time i spent there was pretty cool.....time i spent at home trying to finsih my hw sucked. hahaha. but it was tyt. i put together my FIRST features page!! yay!!!!! well steph f. did some of it......but i did most of it and finished it off so i feel vvvvveeeeeeeery proud of myself. i was there for freaking days.....2-8...yeeeep. and when i left ppls were still working.

we all get a lil crazy at paste up. we talked about ditzy jessica simpson and her spoiled life, how hot britney spears is.....and chris started talking gangster style. THAT got strange. hahahaha. then james showed up. he was looking at the news page and he's all "hey steph, my article is next to yours......it's like it was meant to be". hahahha, soooo funny. u kinda had to be there. cuz as jamie put it.....we're both "taken". he has a gf, i have a bf, so it made it even funnier.

before that i had our little tennis team lunch. we ordered subway and ate in keller's class. fun stuff. i got pushe around in a box. lila proposed to me...i accepted of course, so now me and lila are engaged. and we got our tennis clothes. verrry snazzy outfit. we got sweatpants and a sweatshirt. gwen eats like a maniac.....i eat alot, but she eats A LOT. she can beat guys in eating contests. i have to give her props for that. she ate three subway sandwiches today...and that was like nothing for her. hahahaha. and she's so freaking tone also......she eats and eats and has all this muscle.

oh and urshila is soooooo funny. anytime i say michael vaughn or michael vartan while im talking she starts giggling. it's so hilarious. she's like so in luv with him. it's okay i am too....but she's strange about it. hahaha.

my voice sounded worse today. i was like talking in a half-whisper. peoples were in luv with it though. they WANTED it. hahahah, diane made progress....she thinks she has a sore throat now. aanyways now that i have like NO voice......ppls dont pay attn to me. ppls interrupt me when i talk and they ignore me.....goodness. just cuz my voice isn't very loud i'm disregarded =P. haha, neways sleep time. i seem to be going to bed a lot with unfinished work......oh well.

everyone commented on my voice today. it is absolutely shot now. it's freaking going away. i sound really retarded, but heck of my friends think it sounds sexy. im like wth?!?!?!!? they're all it sounds good, gives u a mysterious quality, sexy sounding. i was like.....uuuh. in english diane wanted my voice so she's liek "cough in my direction, spread ur germs on me". hahahahaha. weird ppls.

but i didn't play tennis today. bleghers. we had a game at ihs. i was rallying and warming up with the other varsity singles players and i was playing fine, but i couldn't stay on my toes. i wasn't up and ready to hit the ball. i was just standing there....didn't have enough energy to do that. so that sucked. dimple played my spot. i guess i didn't really mind since she's the alternate and hasn't played a REAL game that counts in the league.

and......YAY!!!!!!!! i found two girls on the tennis team that luv michael vartan as much as i do. hahahaha...me, kat, and urshila were heeeeecka obsessing over him. especially me and urshila. we were like analyzing EVERY aspect of him....hahahaha. we luv his serious face. makes u melt =P. and it's so shocking how a lot of people don't know who he is...he's only the sexiest guy alive =D. we're like crazy obsessed. and ester started talking about chad michael murray.....the star of one tree hill. now THAT is a sexy name. i LOVE that name.....so hot. hahaha, we spent a good amount of time talking about HIM. i've been getting really hollywood celebrity crazy recently.

aaaaanyways, moving on from that. i obsess over michael vartan too much. BUT if anyone got me a poster of him for my bday i would love you forever. you'd be my favorite person in the ENTIRE universe =D. oo, and we were talking with our coach about mtv reality shows.....especially jessica simpson and nick lachey and how extremely DITZY jessica simpson is. "look at these gloves nick! aren't they spiffy?". hahaha, yeah i know i use that word too. ms. keller is hecka tyt. she's like one of us. she goes on aim, falls asleep doing school stuff, and talks about all this celebrity stuff with us. it's pretty cool. we're having a special tennis team bonding lunch tomorrow. haha, gonna be fun.

my voice sounds worse. before it sounded bad cuz i had a stuffy nose. now im like losing my voice. it's so horrible. i was on the phone with ruthann and she asked me if my parents were sleeping cuz i was talking so softly. im like, i can't talk any louder than this. argh. my voice is so strained. and when i called slava's house, his dad picked up so i asked to speak to slava. and slava said that his dad thought i was a prank caller cuz of the way i sounded. that's how bad i sound. im reaching the jamal-stage.

and english test today. sooooooo bad. i talked about this one author who wrote this story, and i wrote all this really good analyzation about the story. it turns out though that the author i mentioned DIDN'T WRITE THAT STORY!!!!! it was another author. rawrg. that heeecka sucks. i wrote an ENTIRE ESSAY talking about a story under a different title and differnet author than i mentioned. we read like freaking twenty essays, short stories, and poems. i can't remember EVERY AUTHOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and what's kinda funny is that the entire class made that mistake. like no one could match up the author with the correct title. erks! soooooooo bad.

i dunno if i'm playing in tomorrow's game. im like gonna hack up a lung soon. and according to alan im going through puberty. he says my voice is getting deeper. hahahahaha. even when i laugh i start coughing cuz it's straining my voice. thaaaanks alan =P. good point about today....me, wendy, and michelle were freaking out over this pic michelle has of michael vartan. soooooooooooo sexy. and we found out that he's french also. damn, hecka hot. and we luv his t.v. name....michael vaughn. yeah, we're officially obsessed. oh well =P

i had a study group today with jenn, amina, karina, wendy, and paula. we discussed english crap. and i was taking notes on our discussion like crazy. so now im at home reviewing them and I CAN'T READ MY HANDWRITING!!!!!! i can read MOST of it....but some of them i can't read one word so i don't get the whole sentence. like for one sentecne i have: americans always try to be hairy. now i KNOW that last word is NOT hariy. i just dont know exactly what it is.

newho, it was a good study group...even though sometimes we inadvertently started talking about michael vartan, a.k.a michael vaughn from alias. okay, maybe not WE....just me, wendy, and amina. he's a very sexay guy =P. that was mucho fun though...we got heck of studying done and as wendy put it, it was great that we could hang out and just be girls. junior year is so hectic we don't get a lot of times to sit down and talk, laugh, pig out and all that good stuff. wellz, charmed and alias tonight! hahaha, i live for my sunday night t.v. =D

i sound really bad. i sound so retarded. my nose is stuffy and my throat is sore. throughout the day i sound like i just woke up. yesterday i was on the phone with ruthann. it was around 11am. and she's all "steph, did u just wake up?" and i woke up like two and a half hours ago. great isn't it? i still dont' sound as retarded as erica's jamal voice though....hahahaha, i remember hecka making fun of her during camping. okay, enough of that.

i went with jenn to the POE orientation. (pirates of emerson). i missed the homecoming game though. i hecka wanted to go also. mainly to see nadia and ryan....havent talked to them for days. and i didn't go to the homecoming dance either which i hecka wanted to go to. i haven't been to one homecoming dance yet. sad i know.

anyways, the POE orientation was very snazzy. they go aalllll out. they got a maze and two haunted houses. one is the main haunt called the town of emerson. and the other is called the underwater pirates of emerson or something like that. but it's themed around a sunken ship called the emerson. it's waaaay scarier than candlelighters in the hub. u pay like 10 dollars and u get to go to all three actions. everyone come on friday october 17th between 7-11pm that way me and jenn can scare the crap out of all of you guys =P. jenn and i saw naked man last night also. thank goodness he was wearing a shirt this time.

what else have i been doing.....i just rewrote my entire english essay. took me two hours. fun right? now i have to go do a timeline for my ap us history class. i told jenn i thought it should be like remedial us history. it doesnt' deserve an ap title. it doesn't even deserve an honors title. hahahaha. laterz.

i haven't had my spirit week pictures developed yet. these are the ones that paula took. the link is being retarded, so just copy and paste the url. enjoy!

http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/agent_suga/vwp?.dir=/Spirit+Week&.dnm=tyyr.jpg&.src=ph&.done=http%3a//f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/agent_suga/vwp%3f.dir=/Spirit%2bWeek%26.dnm=2---1.jpg%26.src=ph

IndraAstra: liar
IndraAstra: so anyway
IndraAstra: what's up
LiPsOnFiRe19: nothing
LiPsOnFiRe19: someone just called me a liar though
LiPsOnFiRe19: that was interesting
IndraAstra: oh what an ass
IndraAstra: who would do that
LiPsOnFiRe19: i know
LiPsOnFiRe19: damn ppl these days
IndraAstra: seriously..
IndraAstra: no respect

i just finished watching the alias season premiere....i know im a week late, but since i couldn't watch it i had sarmad tape it for me. oo...it was sooooo good. and michael vartan is sooo hot. i like his tv name better though....michael vaughn. i'll name my kid that. and my kid will be hot. hahaha.

neways, im sick rite now....not like perverted sick but sore throat sick. it doesn't feel good. i felt sooooooooooo crappy last night. i felt like absolute shit. my throat was bugging the heck out of me. and cuz im sick, im not going to the homecoming dance. i was planning on going, since i need a break from school. but i'm not feeling that great. bleh.....

and this morning i was feeling like ugh.....but then we had the teachers skit at lunch and that got me revved up and all excited. mr. cunningham dressed up as britney spears. it was so freaking funny. he was wearing a skirt, a bra, and a wig. heeecka funny. he's the only hot teacher we have. and im NOT hitting on a teacher, im merely commenting on his hot looks. don't worry, i still like my bf more. oo, and mrs. jones and mrs. killer were rappers....i think they were supposed to be 50 cent and someone else. it was funny though, cuz they were dancing to P.I.M.P. hahahaha. funny teachers

today was orange and black day. so we were all happy and united =D. GO HUSKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yep....u wish u were a husky. orange and black pride all the way =D. hahaha, im very school spirited. neways, i hate this new blogger font. it's freaking HUGE. WTH?!?!?!? pisses the heck out of me. anyways, i wanna go to the dance now. im feeling much better......but i dont wanna pay eight bucks to go to a dance for three hours. sigh......o well, next time.

before i go into today's tennis game, journalism was hecka funny. me, ryan, jenn, and perry were talking about smallville. and typical thing for the guys to say was "lana is so hot." yeah, yeah, i was expecting them to say that. then i brought up how towards the end of the season the episodes got retarded cuz lana kept crying and the shows ended with her and clark staring at each other. and jenn asks "why does she cry?". hahahah, and ryan's response was "cuz she's hot". hahahaha, perry was like dying from laughing so hard. she crys cuz she's hot. why does she serve coffee? cuz she's hot. hahahahaha. that was funny.

now the tennis game. LOGAN PPLS ARE SUCH BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!! i'm not hating on logan cuz we lost and im not saying everyone there sucks but damn they are freaking rude, annoying, and mean. i played the same girl i played when i was jv singles number four. she's a slut. seriously, she really is. according to sarmad she doesn't look like a very good one, but that's just him. haha

neways, we were warming up and she sliced like everything. there was too much spin and i couldn't return it by hitting it hard so the only thing i could do was hit it lightly over. so that's how we played our two sets and our tiebreaker. we lobbed, dinked, and dropped.

first set i lost 4-6, second set i won 6-4. and by that time it was gonna get dark soon so instead of a third set we played a tiebreaker up to 10. i lost the tiebreaker 7-10. SEVEN TO FREAKING TEN. damn.....i felt sooo bad. i STILL feel bad. shit. neways, the girl i played. what i biznatch. i was serving, but i wasn't sure it it was my second serve or not. so i asked "this is my second serve right?" and she goes "it doesnt matter ur going to dink it neways, so just serve". i was like WTH?!!?!?!?!? so i served it hard and she couldn't return it cuz she was standing so close to the service box =D. dang, that was rude.

damn, that girl was a BITCH. she was rude in everything she did. it was her whole attitude. and the other logan girls weren't much better. the girl becky played laughed whenever becky hit it out, and the line judge for steph c's game laughed whenever steph hit it out.

these girl are damn rude. when i got off the courts i was feeling like shit. i told sarmad, lu, and kabilan about my game and all. and as i expected, they were all "you should've told her fuck you too bitch, call the cops.". hahahaha, they made me feel a little better. thanks guys for cheering me on =D. and all my tennis girls who stayed to watch, thanks!!!!!

and soemone from whs volleyball told me that when they were changing sides one of the logan girls said "omg, they hecka suck, and this one girl is soooo ugly". that is SO rude. BIG bitch right there. neways, logan girls were hecka pissing us off. yeah, we know that they're better in sports, but they are just so fricking rude about everything.
so i played two sets and a tiebreaker and lost. im so sick of losing, i haven't won one match yet. grrrrrrr.

oo, and we found this sweatshirt we think belongs to a logan girl. if it's no one's from whs tennis then we're gonna have a cremonial burning of it (sarmad's idea) =D

funniest thing just happened. i was walking to my room to get my notebook and along the way i was just saying "excuse me" as i passed inanimate objects. it was weird. it's like i was in a daze. i just realized that i did that. hahaha.

neways. today was VERY COOL. mafia day. well they call it 20's day cuz we can't really say it's mafia day but everyone gets the gist. so, i was literally dressed from head to toe today. i had the hat, the suspenders, tie, white heels, and my sexy pinstriped pants and collared shirt. it was cool. cuz everyone looked soooo good today. haha, mr.wallach told us in english "how is that if u dress like a gangster u look so cool, but if u dress as an intelligent person, you look bad." this was cuz the juniors were dressed like the mob and the seniors had nerd day. hahaha.

precalc was very funny today. sofia accidentally dialed 911 on her cell phone. hahaha. cuz she was squishing her purse and she accidentally punched a number on her phone. so when she opened her purse to look it showed an exclamation point (!) with a triangle around it. cuz if u just dial 9, that's the emergency number so it dials 911. it was so hilarious cuz i'm doing a math problem and she whispers to me "steph, i just dialed 911 by accident." i was like wha.... hahahaha. we thought that they would call back or something. so like every minute she was checking her purse. man that was funny. but by second period nothing happened so she was good. hahaha.

french.....reed had this cold and he was blowing his nose in my direction. so im like "reed blow ur nose the other way" and i pointed to andrew. and andrew says "you can blow on me if u want to, i'm sick too." at that moment all four of us just looked at andrew. and he like paused in mid-sentence. we jsut gave him this look and he's all "that didn't come out right." im thinking, no it didnt'. hahahaha. funny andrew.

only two more days of spirit week left.....awww. i love spirit week so much. it puts you in such a good/hyper/energetic mood. even when i sleep late cuz of hw, i'm so awake the next day in my classes. usually i'd be falling asleep and all but this week i've been awake and happy =D. well, yesterday was an exception. it was a good day until the late afternoon. i never wanted today to end though. i felt so SPIFFY in my outfit. this was definately the best spirit day. paula and i were saying how we'd love to live in the 20's. sure there were the drugs and the coming depression but other than that it'd be great. we'd get to wear our sexy pinstripes and suspenders =D.

tomorrow we have a game against logan at whs. dang, we need ppls to cheer us on. cuz we LOST to american and we NEED this game. and logan is not easy to beat.....so come cheer on your huskies!!!!!!!!!! speaking of tennis, today at practice the juniors were saying that when we're seniors we'll rally around freshman and be like "DROP AND GIVE ME 2005". and then there was gwen who said she would tell them "you see this number on my face? ('05) I want you to do that many pushups. go go go!!!". hahahaha, we're so corrupted =P