Do you ever have those times where it seems like your life is going downhill? When things aren't absolutely, totally horrible, but everything is just going wrong all at ONCE? And then every little thing seems to tick you off. Every TINY thing that goes wrong and every LITTLE thing that your parents say. And you start picking at things in your life that aren't going right. Things that you've grown accustomed to and learned to deal with are giving you a headache. And you remember the bad stuff that happened recently....things you did wrong, people you miss. Soon, everything is so overwhelming and you feel frusturated like hell and you just wanna stand in an open field and SCREAM. Do you ever have those times?

And at those times, all you want to do is tell someone about your problems. You want to confide in someone and let everything out. You remember that all your friends say "You can come to me whenever you want for anything." But it's right at those times when you need them, that you don't go to them. Why? Because you feel so damn alone in the world. No one cares about your problems. They have their own. You WANT to go to your friends...but then you feel that you aren't that close to them. They have other groups they belong...other cliques. High school can be a piece of crap like that....always separating people into groups. Classifying them with "that group" of friends. And then there's your best friend(s). You know that they are the ultimate best. But lately, you've been feeling estranged from them...and at a time when life is frusturating the hell out of you, you keep it in.

Everything is bottled inside. Do you ever have those times? Yeah, life can be a Bitch like that.