michelle gave me my late b-day gift today....an UMBRELLA!!! yes, an umbrella. i REALLY wanted an umbrella cuz i broke mine. haha, thanks michelle.....u rock =D. but im still waiting for my christmas gift from her....michael vartan in person. hahaha...i might be waiting awhile.

i seem to be losing things lately. in less than a week i've lost my mechanical pencil and two pens. i think my pencil is at wendy's house......but i don' know where my pens went. they like ran away. i'm gonna go poor trying to buy myself pens. hahaha.

english final tomorrow. im so freaking scared. i really hope i do well. *crosses fingers*. i studied soooo much.......i really pray it pays off. anyways, i'm just thinking about friday when this is all over. i don't have plans for friday yet....anyone up for some celebrating after school??!?!?!

this is like my new favorite song. i might've posted these lyrics but, oh well, i'll post them again. studying about The Great Gatsby reminds me of this song. it's so sad yet beautiful at the same time. i love the lyrics so much =D.

Boats Against the Current
(Eric Carmen)

I know it's over
You know it's over
We're just goin' through the motions
But we're sailing separate oceans, worlds apart
And you know it's breakin' my heart

I was a dreamer
You were a dreamer
But perfection is consuming
And it seems we're only human after all
And we've both been takin' the fall

But tomorrow
We'll run a little bit faster
Tomorrow
We're gonna find what we're after at last
Feelings that we left in the past
There's romance in the sunset
We're boats against the current to the end

Maybe we're older
And maybe we're colder
So we disregard solutions
While we cling to our illusions once again
And we keep remembering when
Seasons are changing
Oh my reasons are changing
But the story isn't ending
So we find ourselves pretending one more day
And the years keep slipping away

But tomorrow
We'll run a little bit faster
Tomorrow
We're gonna find what we're after at last
Feelings that we left in the past
There's romance in the sunset
We're boats against the current to the end


GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE ON FINALS!!!!!!!!!! (especially all those with wallach tomorrow. rest ur hands tonight)