*sigh* im so sick of studying already. i don't feel like studying anymore at ALL!!!! right now im thinking that three B's won't be so bad. but THEN i know AFTER finals i'll regret it like hell. studying is just so freaking tedious. and freaking english final is gonna screw me over. ah! so scared! a couple days ago i was ready to accept a 3.5 or a 3.6. but now i don't want that. One B is acceptable, but ehhhh two or three? iono. i know grades aren't everything....but it's just nice to get straight A's.

so chem test today.....hmmmmm. i thought there were only sixteen questions. so i was working pretty slow. then the ten minute bell rang and i realized i still had to do five more questions (not including the repeated questions). damn i felt heck of dumb. i KNEW the freaking stuff also. holy crap! recently, i've just been freezing up on tests. i know the material, but once i get the test paper in front of me, my mind literally goes blank.

im also disliking mrs. raymond more than usual now. her stupid grading crap. pisses me off. first she tells us not to complain to her when she doesn't give us a couple of points on our hw. but then she turns around and curves our tests and says we should be thankful we're getting these extra points. and on this last test she didn't even change three answers that most people got wrong but were actually right. heck of bugs the shit out of me.

finals....drawing near. i feel so screwed....like i know NOTHING. i haven't even figured out how im gonna study for history. *sigh*. i can't wait till this is over.