i watched pearl harbor last night. that movie is so sad. ah......josh hartnett and ben affleck are so hot. haha.....you knew i was gonna say that sooner or later so why not sooner? hahaha.

ah im so upset with myself. i DONT know what i did this weekend. i really dont know. i wasted the ENTIRE weekend. i hate it when i waste time. i dont mind relaxing and watching tv.....doing what i want. but i really wasted my weekend. dammit i HATE cable. it SUCKS. it wastes my time. im starting to get addicted to it. what's sad is that after i finish watching tv...i realize it was pointless. i was watching pointless tv that i could've lived without. damn.....i wish we never had cable. argh! so sad.....i could've done so much stuff during this three day weekend.....but instead i sat like a dud in front of my television. now i actually wish my parents were home so that they could ban me from watching cable. im a weird kid, i know.

it's been lonely these past few days. my parents left for l.a. sunday morning, and i've been by myself ever since.......hence my cable addiction. anyways, i know that a lot of ppl post lyrics on their xangas/blogs/lj's and most readers just say screw it and scroll through them......but i really really really love these lyrics. yes, i'm also addicted to the LOTR soundtracks. it's an extension of my LOTR obsession =D.

Annie Lennox - "Into the West"
Soundtrack: The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King

Lay down
Your sweet and weary head
The night is falling
You have come to journey's end
Sleep now
And dream of the ones who came before
They are calling
From across the distant shore

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see
All of your fears will pass away
Safe in my arms
You're only sleeping

(Chorus)
What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come to carry you home

And all will turn
To silver glass
A light on the water
All Souls pass

Hope fades
Into the world of night
Through shadows falling
Out of memory and time
Don't say
We have come now to the end
White shores are calling
You and I will meet again
And you'll be here in my arms
Just sleeping

Chorus

And all will turn
To silver glass
A light on the water
Grey ships pass
Into the West