u know what's really cool? having an unattainable crush. yeps. like remember those junior high crushes where u liked this one person cuz he/she was heck of cute or popular or w/e. but you knew that you'd NEVER get with them in a MILLION years. but u still obsessed over them and all that stuff. remember that? well, i do. and it's nice having that same type of feeling again. not the whole phony, popular, hot guy crush thing cuz that was like weird junior-high obsessions. junior high crushes were liking the person based on their looks or their reputation.

i'm talking about the whole unattainable thing. where you can like someone but not have the complications of wondering if he'll like you back, or if you'll ever "go out" with him. it's nice to have a crush just to think about but know you won't be able to have him. haha. it sounds weird. but a crush without attachments is a good thing to have, well for me it is =D

That's probably why im writing this in my blog. cuz i don't care who knows, since no one is ever going to see him or talk to him. i'm probably never going to see him or talk to him. so it's all good. otherwise i'd probably tell just about no one. i feel like announcing this news to the world. k, well, not that much. hahaha.

after school i was talking to jenny, and she told me something she heard that happened to me. i was like WHAT?!?! no way, that's a rumor. so jenny explained how she found out, and it dawned on me what she was talking about. the person who started the rumor (well not really a rumor, just the half-truth) HECK OF blew the situation out of proportion. like, what they said was SORT OF true, but not entirely. i don't like people who say things that are based on truth but isn't completely true. cuz then it's NOT true and it's a RUMOR!!!!! they can say all the false things about themselves and i wouldn't care, but if it involves someone other than themselves it'd be nice to tell the WHOLE TRUTH. i guess u can't call it a rumor, cuz it's nothing bad...it's just NOT TRUE. it's a half-truth, which makes it totally and completely RETARDED. k, im done ranting =D.

I'M GOING TO RYLA!!! WOOT WOOT!!!! I FOUND OUT FROM ALAN TODAY THAT ME, PAULA, MICHELLE, AND SARMAD ARE GOING TO R-Y-L-A...RYLA!!!!!! HOLLER!!! now i'm even more impatient for summer =D.