hahaha. i find that really funny cuz i have the worst hearing in the world.
anyways, after talking to duckie after school i decided that i think too much. well, more like he decided for me...but i agree. i think way too much. the past is done, no use crying over spilt milk. and i need to stop trying to organize everything so damn much. just break it down, make it simple, and do it. haha, duc is a good advice-giver. hmm..i remember reading the book The Giver in junior high. seventh grade i think. i liked that book =D.
i was beating myself up last night thinking of "the incident". i still admit it was dumb. i REALLY want to apologize cuz it was rather rude. but anyways, i just couldn't beleive my lack of confrontation abilities had reached that far. i kept on thinking "why didn't i just go BACK up after i left?" yegh. THEN i did something even WORSE and i thought about the ASSUMPTIONS i made. thinking should be made a crime. i ASSUMED the other party's interest and asked 41177 17 43 111817730 70 73115 01175103. it got worse today when i found out from michelle that 43 851530 1773 70 081763 83681153 415 712131705 1113123 081761176 and 43 11185 1017314. so during school i was obsessing over the bad decision i made when i 851530 41177 17 43 111817730 70 73115 01175103.
but thank goodness i talked to duc who convinced me to stop thinking. haha. and now im okay with all of it cuz it's totally and completely over, and i'll just take things as they come. less thinking involved that way =D.
i think this'll be the last coded entry i'll have. less thinking means less codes =D.
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