i hung out with daveed and ash last night...we had dinner at pasta pomodoro. poor ash couldn't eat most of her food cuz of her ulcers. at dinner ash called deto and said that we were outside his house and he's all, "hold on hold on. i'm putting on my pants." he calls us back five minutes later and says "where are you? you're not here." so i told him we were in the bushes and to look really hard. after about two minutes of trying to convince him we were at his house, he caught on. it was really funny though. but we DID stop by his house later on and chilled in his game room. it was a fun night cuz it's been FOREVER since i've even talked to ashley so last night was a good way to start the summer.

when i got home i was freaking out like a crazy woman cuz it just hit me while i was talking to my sister that junior year was over and i was a senior. it was just like "wow...i actually got through junior year." i finished junior year JUST the way i wanted to. i took on more than i could handle second semester but surprisingly i got by, and not dismally i might add. for about ten minutes last night i allowed myself the pleasure of indulging in my achievements. so i'm running around my room, flapping my arms, and listing off all the stuff i did this past year.....i didn't include stuff i failed at cuz who cares about that anyways. in the end the failures don't make a difference. i'm feeling very excited right now =D.

to my sophomore friends who are now juniors: junior year is hard, it really is. but don't forget to enjoy it. i think that's one thing i'm proud of is that i didn't end up hating junior year like a lot of my friends. cuz it's your second to last year of high school, and things change a lot so take advantage of the time you have with your friends. i mean, there's still so much stuff to look forward to: spirit week, marathon dance, junior prom, etc.

the one thing i regret is not spending as much time as i would've liked talking with my friends. and i don't mean just hanging out...i mean actually talking. but hopefully the summer will make up for that.

and to one of my friends, you know who you are...here's a little message for you: it totally caught me by surprise. well semi-surpise. cuz when you told me what that spanish word meant i figured it out. hahahaha..i'm like sherlock. but yeah, it DID surprise me and i was tonguetied and all. i wanted you to know that i really appreciate our friendship a lot. it means so much to me, and this past year being your friend really helped me with the stresses of life and junior year. so even though things might not have turned out the way you wanted, i hope we're still cool. snazzy.

*harry potter withdrawl*