im so depressed. i talked to keller today and told her i wasn't doing tennis. i know it's the right decision, but it still majorly sucks. i stopped by the tennis courts before i went home today. bad idea...it just made me want to play more. how depressing. im going to miss tennis. it took me a long time to decide not to play. i don't wanna go into details. i looked at both sides of it, but i finally came to the conclusion: no tennis senior year. yuck. i don't regret it......but it's sad.

i've been having a headache on and off all day today. and during sixth period my eyelids were SO freaking heavy. it took all the strength i had to not close them. it was so hard to keep them open i gave myself a headache. kinda sad.

ap english suuuuuucks. the teacher doesn't know what she's doing. man, i miss wallach's class. but i need an easy class so im not transferring out. oh well...i'll do what alan did: sleep =D. haha.

i need advil.