The weather is absolutely gorgeous. It's a comfortable 75 degrees outside and there's a nice, cool breeze blowing. This is not work inducing weather. It's "lie on the grass and take a nap" inducing weather.

I got my passport in the mail today. I feel like I could've made something like that at Kinkos for a price not $160.

Facebook is the devil. devil. devil. devil. devil. devil.

I've gained so much weight since being at college...I'm turning into a whale. Boo.

In other news, Alias is back on tonight =].

In other other news...........actually I really can't think of anything else. This is how unexciting my life becomes around finals.

Oh so I was talking with my friend today about how much freedom we get in college, and it's so easy to get carried away with it. And I don't necessarily mean drinking every night till you puke. In my case, it's not focusing on work. In high school, my life was so routine, partly because my parents regulated a lot of the things I did and put restrictions on me. I guess I never really thought of them as restrictions though because I was pretty much able to do what I wanted...the thing is I never really wanted to do much that fell outside the realm of their "restrictions." Like every day after school I'd come home (after tennis or rehearsal or Interact or w/e else I'd be doing after school), eat a snack, do my homework, eat dinner, and do my homework. I didn't go out on schoolnights, I didn't watch tv, and didn't play on the computer (because I didn't have my own). So basically my life was pretty structured, and it didn't take a lot of self-control to focus on my work...the way things worked out, I didn't have a lot of options except to do work. haha.

But anyways, I can't decided if those "restrictions " were good not. They were definitely good in the sense that it helped me succeed in school, but then I wonder if I hadn't had those "restrictions" then maybe I would know how to deal with my freedom better in college. But then again, it's not like my "restrictions" were very restrictive. I mean, I couldn't "party" (whatever that means in high school), but it's not like I had a strong desire to either. I don't even know if I can call them restrictions...all they did was give my life structure. In the beginning of freshman year, I took me awhile to get my life structured. Without parents it's so easy to do what you want, go where you want, eat what you want (which explains my fatty fatness now), etc. And sometimes it's not like I even WANT to do the things I do REALLY REALLY badly...it's more like I CAN do it, so why not? That sounds worse than it actually is. But it's not a good mentality to have. And it's also not good for my health because I can eat whenever I want, I don't have set meals, and no one is there to set them for me, so what the hell might as well take advantage of it and eat whenever I want. And since no one is regulating what I eat might as well eat whatever the hell I want also. But it's not like I PURPOSELY take this mentality; it just sort of...happens. (haha, that sounds like something you would see on a talk show. "Why did you sleep with him you slut!" "I dont know; it just sort of...happened"). ANYWAYS, back to what I was saying. I don't purposely think that way; I just noticed that I kinda fell into that way of thinking and it has seriously changed my lifestyle. Well not SERIOUSLY. I noticed that I say things and use adjective/adverbs that grossly exaggerate what I actually mean.

Well, looking over those last two paragraphs, I don't remember why I wrote them.

I didn't floss last night. Ew. I'm going to do it now. []Deace out.