My day sucks. I'm going to bitch and whine now.

I moved into my apartment in the rain. It's been humid, sticky, and gross all day.

Neither of my two rommates are living here yet. There's no other Haverford college students currently living in the entire apartment building (well they haven't arrived yet) because I'm living in one of the apartments that the college rents out to outside people.

Everything in my apartment is a complete mess. There's stuff everywhere.

The apartment came in pretty bad condition. The floors are dirty, the people living in it previously left their food, there's no internet (I'm stealing wireless right now but it's hella sketchy), and not all the lights work.

I'm so sweaty and disgusting but I can't take a shower because there's no shower rod, shower curtain, or shower head.

The toilet doesn't flush.

The bathroom has no blinds.

All three of the desks are missing shelves, so I have nowhere to put my books.

Not all the blinds close properly.

Over the summer some asshole stole my laundry detergent and rice cooker from the basement of Apt46

The living room is missing a TV shelf, and a huge light.

The front door doesn't lock properly.

I can't swipe a card to get into my apartment because it has outside residents.

All I want is a shower, and I can't even do that.

I feel quite lonely and sad right now.

All I can do is sleep, but I don't really want to because I'm so disgustingly sticky right now and I don't want to get into bed.

I want some human company.

Everything sucks right now. sucks sucks sucks. I'm being emo now. Shut up; don't judge me.

I've been optimistic all day, and now I'm sick of it. I kept my spirits up by looking forward to a cool, clean apartment when I was done. I was excited to see friends again. I didn't even let the weather get to me. I was jazzed up to whip my apartment into shape, but nothing's working. Everything is still a mess, and the apt is just in shit condition. I hate wallowing in self-pity, I hate being frustrated, I hate whining, so me writing this entry is just making even more annoyed with myself.

Eff. I want to go home now.