I made all the lotteries for my classes next semester, which is good news. Then I realized oh shit I'll be taking three English classes. Ahhhh I'm never going to see the light of day.

I spent the last four days at Amherst, and in those three nights I got more sleep than I have in the past week and a half at school. Sad huh? It was a much needed extended weekend. So what did I do the whole time? Chilled. Slept. Ate. Played Beirut. Watched Arrested Development. Yep. I promise it was a lot more fun and exciting than I make it sound. I haven't felt that relaxed in a long long long long long time. It set me up to be in a good mood for this last week of classes. LAST WEEK OF CLASSES?! Yeah seriously. Good thing I loaded up on sleep because I won't get any this week. But it's Haverford, and I'm used to it.

Oh right, I also watched Tim's piano recital which was the main reason I went. Haha almost forgot to mention that...I got so caught up in all the eating and sleeping I did. WHICH WAS AMAZING I TELL YOU. The sleeping and eating that is.

Just kidding, the recital was too.

I knew it would be though. And if it wasn't I would've been pissed because the entire trip to Amherst takes 7-8 hours.

Haha, j/k about being pissed...I'm purposely being a jerk now because I know you're reading this.

I missed alotlotalototta class though. Today was the first day I was in Chinese since Tuesday. I kinda feel like skipping classes tomorrow. OMG WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME. At the rate I'm going I might as well drop out of school.

It's sad being back at school. Work suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks.

haha ok I'm just bitching now.

The world hates me. I'm going to cry myself to sleep. I'm going to flunk out of school. No one loves me. I'm so alone and depressed. College is suffocating me. It's too hard. I can't handle it. EMO EMO EMO. DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL SAVE ME FROM MY SORROWS.

I think that might've been wrong on a lot of levels. I'm done before someone hurts me. Peace.